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are you okay hun

well i'm never okay but i'm a little less not okay than normal

me too
hug

Test
I didn't study
I didn't forget
My hand hurts
My brain is dead
I am internally crying
I couldn't think
My notes were shit
My piece of paper non existent
My note card scribbles
My grade?
Probably trash
I second guessed
I wrote so much
But now
I wait
For my expectations to come to light
For my grade to come out
For my failure to be realized.
For my soul to be crushed.

@SpookyJim

mood

@Elder-God-Whisper

(I'm going to copy that onto the back of my next exam.)

@Knight-Shives

(Go right ahead)

@Elder-God-Whisper

(Yay.)

@Elder-God-Whisper

It's no matter how hard we try,

Because we lost our wings so we cannot fly,

And so we're only prolonging our inevitable fall,

From our angel perches never seeming so tall.

@shattered_heart

Oh, I love poetry! I like writing sad or comical ones. Here's one I wrote at random. It's not my best though.

To All The Girls Out There

This is for the broken girl
The one who smiles no more
This is for the girl who cries
For the girl she was before

This is for the bitter girl
The one with an icy heart
She was once a loving girl
Before she was torn apart

This is for the scarred girl
The one who's depressed and pale
She keeps on saying she's doing fine
But the cuts tell a different tale

This is for the angry girl
She's a storm inside of skin
But the anger is just a mask
She's breaking deep within

This is for the bad girl
The one who runs wild
But she's just misunderstood
There still sleeps a little child

This is for the bullied girl
And all that she's been through
They told her she was ugly
And she now believes it's true

This is for the dreamy girl
The one who's always in her head
This is for the orphan girl
Whose loved ones are dead

This is for the little girl
Who's been suffering for so long
Why does her dad beat her so?
What did she do wrong?

This is for all the girls
Who had to stand alone
This is for all the girls
Who survived on their own

@Elder-God-Whisper

(slowly applauds in awe.)

@shattered_heart

Wait, are you applauding me???

@Elder-God-Whisper

(Yes.

@shattered_heart

(dies) Lol, I'm not used to being complimented.

@Elder-God-Whisper

(Get used to it then! grins Especially if you post more poetry here. Anyways, your poetry is better than mine.)

@shattered_heart

No, the one you posted just above mine is awesome. It's just that I haven't met many people who like poetry so this is amazing. I write some pretty corny stuff though.

@Elder-God-Whisper

(Don't worry. Some of my stuff is pure cr*p that are products of my nighttime insanity.

@shattered_heart

Haha, I love the way you phrased that. Nighttime is a fearsome time to write. The insanity that creeps into what you create can be enough to shock yourself. Unfortunately for me, it's the only time I like to write.

@Elder-God-Whisper

(oof…. I'm glad someone relates. I tried doing poetry the other night, but just turned into a rant from the voices in my head. […that was not figurative unfortunately]

@shattered_heart

Lol, I understand too well. The only other time I can write is when I'm supposed to be studying. I have written my best pieces during such times.

@Elder-God-Whisper

(Yes.

@SpookyJim

walks in hi, i thought we needed some trash

@Knight-Shives

Why
Why the heck
Why the Duck
Why the FUCK
does every fanfic
become
Smut

@SpookyJim

Why
Why the heck
Why the Duck
Why the FUCK
does every fanfic
become
Smut

because we're awful
also sinners
this shouldn't be lawful

@Knight-Shives

Why
Why the heck
Why the Duck
Why the FUCK
does every fanfic
become
Smut

because we're awful
also sinners
this shouldn't be lawful

It starts out nice
Fluffy
Cute
But then it all changes
to lust
and
just
Smut

@SpookyJim