forum V O T E / Psychological Thriller / Closed

Started June 26, 2018 by @WriteOutofTime

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(I'm just gonna go ahead…)

The screen lit up suddenly. Enzo gazed at it through bleary eyes. It read: "The vote for John's life, however amusing it would have been, is called off. My, my, what a turn of events." The screen changed to a light blue. "You have an hour to vote for any of the remaining participants."

River couldn’t stop her tears. Her two closest friend here were gone. She went inside the voting booth and voted

Xander sighed and went into the voting booth. He sat down for a moment, let himself breathe deeply so he didn’t cry, and then he punched in a name.

(Yeah sure)

Numbly, Enzo gazed down at the letters in his hands. He wasn't going to vote until he read them. He turned to the other three still remaining. "I –I have Paige and John's letters."

(Imma just post John’s letter so this rp doesn’t die)

Dear Paige and River,
I’m writing this before I meet up with you two. I’m not sure how our meeting will turn out, but I don’t think I convinced you to make it to the end with me since I’m, well, dead.
For starters, I wanted to make an alliance with you since I thought I could trust you more than I could Enzo or Lixi or Xander. You two seemed really nice, and well honestly…

Paige I wanted to get you out of here, too. I wanted you to survive. Odette shouldn’t have died. I didn’t vote for her, I was the one to vote for Enzo. I guess I was scared for my own life to much and I was intimidated and… I made a huge mistake. I should’ve just voted for myself. Although, I suppose it wouldn’t have changed anything. We wouldn’t have made it out because someone voted for Odette. She still was going to… Odette was the better person. She never tried to get pity, she even kept hidden the fact she had family and someone counting in her. I didn’t want to see you die right after because of her death. She was a good person, and so were you. You reminded me of me. I wanted to die too, but then I got over it. I got better. Because life gets better, I guess, no matter how hopeless it seems. So I didn’t want you to die because I thought you might be able to bounce back in the future.

River I felt like I needed to get you out to, in a small way. You were like a sibling to me. Sure, I’m going to be completely honest throughout this letter, but I’m trying to make the alliance mostly out of self-preservation. But it’s not like I didn’t value Paige’s or your life. So I wanted to protect you. Lixi isn’t the only young kid here. Sixteen is still too young to die, and I guess if I’m dying, I’m glad you and Paige are still alive. Because you got more to live for than me, even if we’re only a few years apart.

I guess this part is to everyone, you two AND Enzo, Lixi, and Xander. I’m sorry. I’m am so sorry. Because this game is sick and I’m terrified and the not-knowing-what-time-it-is has really been getting to me. I don’t want to die, well, I guess I did, but… I just get this feeling like going back a few years ago when I tried to die. I haven’t told you something yet about myself and I’m going to be truthful. I have a really bad bipolar disorder and, well, I should’ve probably been put into an asylum, ok? I learned to manage it, to live like everyone else push away that other side of me, but I’m worried I can’t [pretend this area is scratched out so they can’t read it]
I don’t know what it means… but I was crazed and scared back then. I don’t want to live through any of that again. I was put into charity work and other community projects to get a handle on it, but [Pretend this area is scratched out too] So I am so sorry for whatever I do after I write this letter.

Anyways, I have some requests, if the survivors of this sick game don’t mind. My sisters, they’re twins, are still young. They… looked up to me. I wanted to make it back to them… I guess I couldn’t. Just please tell them that I love them very much. And that I want them to keep on trying. To rattle the stars without me. And tell my parents that I’m sorry. And that I love them. And tell Jax Ci’Dan that I want him to keep on trying in life. I want him to make his own business one day too. And that I’m proud that I got to know him, criminal history and all. And it wasn’t charity work because I stayed around. And I want everything I own to go to my family. I guess… Goodbye and good luck.
-John Ford

(How could you do this?
Ow
My heart
my feelings
OW.)

(This is entirely unrelated (actually about another rp) but @I’mWithYouUntilTheEndOfTheLine,
ODragon had an idea for you so you could stay in the Royalty Rp if you wanted…
I had hard times trying to PM you, sorry for bringing it up in this rp lol)

River had tears streaming down her face. “John…” she said quietly. He was like a brother, and now he’s dead.