"Okay," Dara repeated, nodding. She remained by the edge of the boat, her eyes on the sea. "Just let me know when it's ready." She paused for a long moment, still peering over the blue abyss of the ocean. "I wonder where Daso is."
The hood on his jacket obscured his face as he hurried down the crackled cobblestone streets. He kept his eyes glued to his feet, partly because he didn't want to be recognized, and partly because he didn't know if he could bear seeing the familiar sights of the city around him. The cathedral bells went off yet again, startling him. He tucked his hands into his pockets and did his best to ignore them.
The bells were ringing the first and last time his father hit him. He could still taste the blood and terror and rage, could still hear the gritty disappointment in his father's voice. He'd been defending Dara, but somehow that was wrong. So he ran. The bells rang again when his father tried to have him hanged. He'd been trying to talk to Dara, but somehow, that was wrong too. So he ran again. Had the bells rung when his mother passed? Had the bells rung as she took her final breath and cursed his name?
He tried to shake those thoughts away, but they lingered like the persistent chill in the wind. He took a shaky breath and continued walking until he reached the site. The grave site where his grandparents were buried, and where he hoped his mother had been buried.
Her grave was simple and unadorned. The flowers –peonies, her favorite– he'd brought were the only ones in the graveyard whatsoever. Her name was inscribed on the stone, and below it the dates of her birth and her death. Nothing else. It was vanity, according to his father's teachings, to adorn something like a grave. Daso placed the flowers on the dirt near the stone. He knelt by them, his face tipping towards the overcast skies, his hood slipping from his head.
"I'm sorry," he started, and then he stopped. "I'm sorry," he tried again. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry."
He couldn't find any other words. So, he stood, tucked his hood back over his head, and staggered from the graveyard. Tears blinded his vision. He had to see his father. He had to make things right.