forum put me back together (one on one/closed)

Started August 10, 2018 by @_sleeby_rat_

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Halo shivers under his touch, leaning his head back onto Bastian's shoulder.

Bastian continued to kiss at Halo's neck, smirking as he did so. His hands moved to Halo's hips, rubbing at them soothingly since he knew they would be sore after the night before

Halo melts into the touch humming happily as he tilts his head so Bastian has more access to his neck.

"You're so cute when you're enjoying yourself," Bastian murmured, continuing to rub at Halo's hips when he noticed how the other was reacting

Halo hums, "I enjoy the attention." He says happily. He purrs under the gentle touches.

"Didn't you get things like this before?" Bastian asked gently. "Not to be rude, but you act like no one's ever just sat and cuddled you before."

Halo looks down, shaking his head softly. "N-no…" He says softly. "I was only used…" he mutters quietly.

Bastian's eyes widened a bit at that. Suddenly, he felt terrible about the night before. Had he been using Halo then? He hoped to god he hadn't. "I'm so sorry about that," he murmured, giving Halo an affectionate squeeze. "I'm not going to let anyone use you again, though. Hell, I won't even touch you unless you tell me."

He smiles softly, "Thank you." He leans against his shoulder, feeling safe and assured. He sighs softly and relaxed in Bastians touch. He takes one of Bastians hands and sets a gentle kiss on his hand. "You have no idea how much that means to me…" he whispers.

Bastian watched Halo carefully as he kissed his hand. "I…I'm not going to let anything happen to you," he murmured again. He was worried, though. Worried he himself might accidentally do something that would hurt Halo, like he'd done in the past. He didn't want to hurt him

Halo smiles softly, "Thank you…" He purrs, leaning against the other happily. He gently kisses Bastian's cheek.

Bastian smiled a bit at the kiss. He pecked Halo's nose in response, his hands going back to rubbing gently at Halo's hips. Though he continued to be affectionate, he was still worried. He was a rather…"needy" person, but now he was scared. What if he accidentally hurt Halo's feelings with that, or made him feel like he was being used?

Halo looks at him, "Are you okay?" He asks softly, cupping his cheeks. His eyes are fulled with concern. "What's wrong?"

"Nothing's wrong, angel," Bastian lied. He did his best to give Halo a reassuring smile, though it was evident that something was wrong

Halo shakes his head, "Please tell me, love. I want to help." He says softly. He rests a gentle kiss on Bastians lips, "What's wrong?"

"It's just…" Bastian paused, sighing as he looked down a bit. "I…People hurt you before. People used you in ways that no one should ever have to deal with. And I'm the type of person who…y'know, needs a little action every five minutes. And I'm a little worried you might end up getting upset because of that."

Halo chuckles softly. "You're worried you might hurt me?" He gently kisses the other, "Last night, you made me feel pleasure I could not imagine. You care about me, enough to point out your own flaws. You think I'm going to get hurt over that one simple fact that you need love?" He smiles, "You could never hurt me." He says softly.

"Needing love and needing pleasure are two completely different things," Bastian pointed out, still looking worried. "And it's not like I…It's not like I haven't upset people with that sort of thing before. And I don't want to upset you and just get added to the list of people who've hurt you."

Halo smiles softly, "Needing Love and needing pleasure is okay." He says softly. Halo rests his head on the others shoulder, "And how you show your concern… Bastian… I'm not scared of getting hurt…" he says softly. "As long as I am with you."

Bastian looked at him with something of awe and disbelief in his eyes. "How are you…how do you trust me so much? Lord, if you knew some of the things…" He stopped himself there, now looking down as something like guilt made its way into his expression

Halo smiles, "Because I trust that you will not hurt me." He says softly. He sees the look of guilt on Bastians face and gently guides his hand to his own hip, where a rather large scar rests. "And like this scar, it's in the past." he says softly. "I know you won't hurt me, not on purpose." He whispers gently.

Bastian watched Halo move his hand to the other's hip, a twinge of sadness going through him at the sight of the scar. "I…I'm sorry, I worry so much all the damn time," he said, laughing a bit awkwardly as he shook his head

Halo smiles softly, bringing his hand back up to cup the others face. He presses a gentle and loving kiss to the other lips, his eyes slowly sliding shut.

Bastian smiled softly as he kissed Halo back, one hand moving to run gently through his hair. How had someone as kind as Halo fallen for someone like him?

Halo pulls back and smiles. "I wouldn't chose anyone other than you." He whispers, his voice genuine and sweet.