forum Open RP

Started February 27, 2018 by @Andislee_Beau_Raven

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"Why can't I help? Why won't you let me in?" Nym looks a bit sad, but closes the space between them when John touches her waist. She gently brushes the side of his face.

"You are helping…you have helped so much nym! That was the only nightmare I had since I have been with you. I would normally get one every night ….which is why I would normally be sleep deprived and obsessed with my work collecting things" John tilts his head and closes his eyes resisting the sudden urge to cry yet again "Would you really like to hear about how I was berated every day by mariana or how she came up with wickedly devised torture schedules to break me down? …And how it worked.." John paused at the end dropping his voice to a low whisper feeling vulnerable and not sure what nym would say

"I don't want barriers, John. I don't like seeing you upset or sleep deprived. If it's too much for you, then fine don't tell me; but know I'll be worried sick because I can feel something holding you back from loving me completely. A part of you is afraid to completely let me in, I understand. I'm sorry you had a crazy psychopathic 'b word' in your head for however long, but I need to know these kinds of things to better understand how to help other than existing. If telling will completely open you up for me, then yes I want to know; but I won't force it out of you." Nym trails off in silence for a moment and ponders with a sad expression "Do you think that I will hurt you and manipulate you the same way she did?" She spoke the word 'manipulate' with true disgust.

Johns eyes snapped open and he shakes his head with a worried expression on his face "Hell no! Nym you are wonderful inside and out! I would never for a second believe that you where out to manipulate me or use me for any type of fiendish purposes" John then grabs both the nyms hands as he looked her straight in the eyes "You make me laugh when you tell those terrible jokes of yours because you always laugh the hardest. You really help me sleep better when you insist on snuggling with me and running your fingers through my hair. My mother used to run her hands through my hair when she sang to me at night. You always push me to eat and take care of myself and I always appreciate that despite my grumblings"

John pauses then he continues in a softer voice hoping he was making sense to her "I had told you that I was tortured when I was capture….But to make sure I am fully honest with you…even about that. I must tell you that is was the worst part of my life. I was chained up in a dark room and barely fed even though I did not really need food. Mariana would then visit me regularly and the torture would ensue at intervals since I heal fast. This lasted for months on end and I wished I would have died….but that was impossible with the way things were" John stopped to let nym take in the first part of what he had to tell her

Nym's eyes stung and she wondered if John could see the hurt she felt fro.buis own emotion. She looks at him in silence, waiting if he'd continue or move on. She wanted to know to better understand, but she didn't like the emotion John gave off.

John cleared his throat and continued with the last bit of the story he had left "I eventually broke free, but I was different. My ….what's the word…..Soul? Had gotten split in half…since I was unable to contain the pain or my emotions. Which is why you seen my eyes turn red when carl had manhandled you. I have gotten better at handling myself…I just sometimes have nightmares" John then leans in towards nym letting go of her hands and he wraps his arms around her waist "I love you and would never hurt you nym. You are so important to me and you have helped me so much…."

By the time John had finished his story Nym was already crying, staring off into the distance. After a moment she focused her stare a little closer as she spoke with a hurt tone of voice. "I-I don't know what to say. I mean, I love you too John, but that's just awful." She was obviously disgusted with the thought of Mariana "I swear, if I ever see her she'll be dead in an instant." Nym balls her fists and grits her teeth fumming with anger, her skin grew hot to the touch. Her tears began to evaporate as they left her eyes in what should have been streams. Her eyes grew dark, almost emotionless. A tall candlestick in her room sparked with a blue flame, the hottest type of fire.

John pulls back letting go of nym as he skin had gotten to hot to touch and not get burned by it "Nym!" John was unsure what to do since touching her would burn him and saying something wrong would only make the situation worse

Nym heard and felt the pain from John and snapped to attention, the candle in her room died down to a small flicking flame and her skin began to cool down "Oh, I'm so sorry. Did I hurt you? Damnit, I'm sorry. You probably have better self control over your anger than I do, I haven't learned how to stifle it to a simmer." She chuckles nervously and hesitantly took a step toward John weary of his reaction "Please, don't be afraid." She whispered more to herself than to John

(I got to go for my band concert. Good Night)
John then holds his hands out letting nym walk back into his arms if she wanted too then he shook his head "It's okay nym…you didn't hurt me at all. I know how hard it is to control something like that love" John then steps forward dragging nym back to him and he laughs softly feeling better after confiding to nym

(Good luck :3)
Nyn returns his hug with a light laugh "Today was supposed to stay good until you had to leave, we were gonna have a nice breakfast, a walk in the park, maybe lunch, and then all the sad stuff." Nym pouts a bit because she kinda ruined the plans

(Morning!)
John shakes his head and places a kiss on nyms forehead "Don't be sad love….We can still do all of that today. We only used up about fifteen minutes talking ….I won't apologize for opening myself up to you about what happened" John the reaches up and brushes a hair out of nyms face so he could see her better "Let's hurry up so we won't miss breakfast love"

(Hai! How'd you do?)
"Don't apologise for that, I kinda forced it out if you." A sad smile spread slightly across Nym's face, then she squeezes John "Wanna drive?"

(It was only a school concert so I think we did fine)
John smiles when nym squeezes him then he places another kiss on nyms nose this time "Stop that….I don't like it when you do that nym. You were right to push me to tell you, and yes I would love to drive since I drove you here silly"

(Ah, alright.)
Nym smiles slightly "Mmk, let's go." Nym moves around him to walk down the stairs toward the door

( I do have to ask since this is my last day and I might not get on here,if you still want to continue this)

John nods as he followed nyms downstairs towards the door, he then puts on his shoes real quick before dashing out the front door behind nym "Hey, does that little cafe' that we met in serve breakfast?"

(If you can continue that's cool, if not that's fine.)
Nym turns to face him once she reacges tge car door "Um, I think so."

(You can absolutely say no to my next question now if you want. Would you be open to continuing it via text messaging?)

John nods and looks off as he opened nyms car door then shut it for her. After doing so he walks around and gets and drives off to the little cafe' "Hmm….Are you planning to stay at my house when I am gone?"

(Sure, I don't have a problem with that.)
"Not sure, that might cause a little more distress. I might want to stay on the nights my separation anxiety is really bad." Nym's voice became soft and quiet as she spoke thr last sentence.

(Okay, this is my last question lol….Can I have your phone number then?)
John makes a face feeling sad about the prospect of nym having anxiety when he was gone "Oh….Nym I won't be gone from you completely. I do have a radio for communication back and forth if you ever want to reach out to me when you miss or anything love" John rubs his face as he drove and eventually parked across the street from the little cafe'

Nym stares blankly out the window. "Yea, I know. But being around you smell all the time is going to stress me out without you there." Nym unbuckles her seat belt and attempts to get out.

John makes a face then he nods as he got out and walked around to open nyms door for her "Let's go eat some breakfast try and have a good day today love. Also…..I have been wondering this for a while, but do I snore loud while I sleep?"

"Yes, let's please. No, but you say my name a lot." Nym smiles and gives John a kiss when she gets out of the car.

John grins then he laughs softly as he pulled nym closer to him after kissing her back gently "I say your name alot? Hahahaha…isn't that cute?"