forum Desire's Untrust (Group RP) (CLOSED!)

Started April 19, 2021 by @requiemisback language

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(I know there's already a bunch of traitors but I hope this is alright)
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Name: Crow Harrison
Age: 21
Gender: Male
Pronouns: He/ him
Sexuality: Straight
General appearance: https://i.imgur.com/bdLeGib.png (not quite sure how to insert images so sorry about that lol)
Personality: ISTP-T/ He likes to keep to himself and be alone, and it takes a while for him to warm up to people because of his trust issues. He can be a bit compulsive at times, which can be a bit of an issue when it comes to important decision-making. At times Crow can get a bit of a temper, and he gets frustrated when it seems others aren't trying hard enough or being incompetent.
Backstory: Crow grew up in Venezia with his younger sister and parents, where he lived a fairly simple life. Before joining, Crow had an uncle named Levi who was almost a second father to him. He watched him and his sister while his parents were out, and told stories whenever they met. However, Levi was low on money and refused to take any from his family, deciding instead to join the Rabbia gang he heard about from a friend. Things only went out of control from there. About 5 years in he had been murdered, and Crow made it his duty to avenge him. Everyone looked down on his decision, but he went in secret, leaving only a note saying farewell. After a while, however, he realized this gang wasn't all it seemed. Crow decided that he needed to leave after all, but knew that being on the run wouldn't be as easy as getting in.
Extra tidbits I may have forgotten to add here: He secretly enjoys photography and has a soft spot for dogs. His jacket (the one in the picture) was given to him by his uncle and he brings it everywhere as a bit of a reminder of why he's here.
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Please tell me if there's anything I should change! :)

Name: spectra estora lilac **
**Age: 18
Gender:female **
**Pronouns:she her **
**Sexuality:mostly homosexual can be leaned towards bisexual
General appearance: i just happen to have a photo of her

Personality::I'm just gonna start out by saying this, she's a bch she's on the weaker side so she's not usually a front lines fighter. She does however always want things to go her way and gets upset when they don't. Shes a little masochistic and sadistic b**. She may look innocent but not even acid could clean this females mind. She is soft for somethings tho. If you crack her exterior act then you will see some of her soft moments
Backstory:(if this isnt okay let me know) she was born into the gang/ Mafia, and you could imagine growing up there isn't the best place for a child. She was born into a gang, was raised inside of one with her dad being gang leader. She dosent know much about her mom right now. She was the gangs torterer and interrogater for the gang. She has been happy inside the gang until this whole thing started and she decided that she wanted to join the tratior and rebeling members. She didn't like being there anyways. (more backstory that goes in depth will be explained through rp)
Extra tidbits I may have forgotten to add here:
She has a fragile bone health condition, so she doesn't usually front line fight. She also looks like she's 13.

(I have a shy girl, can I use her or would you prefer both ti be badasses?)
I mean if you want your shy girl and my monotone guy to be close so he has someone to protect I'd be open(gang member) his name be dustin.
If you wanted

(alright, so i uh, i took the liberty of having my character be a part of the gang members that go after the traitors since we seem to be lacking in that area, hope that's okay)

Name: Jake Grey Satori
Age: 19
Gender: Male
Pronouns: He/Him
Sexuality: Gay
General appearance: Jake has charcoal grey eyes, they almost seem silver. He always has a fog that covers up the brightness behind his eyes- it clouds his vision, making it seem like he's not completely there. They always seem dull and dismissing, sometimes cold and harsh. He has curly soft, slightly puffy, black hair- though it gets frizzy if he's been out in the rain. His hair looks fairly short but not quite since it covers part of his left eye, and sometimes, when it's really bothering him, he'll shave the sides of his head so that it's way shorter than the hair on top and the front.
Jake stands at 5'11, weighing about 132 lbs. His body is more of a mix between mesomorph and ectomorph types-his skin color being very vanilla.
For clothes, Jake usually wears punk gear, mostly black. An example of this would be T-shirts with explicit graphics on them like occult stuff, gore, blood, suicidal themes, self-mutilation, etc. He wears alternative shoes like Boots, Heels, and Platforms.
Jake's a fan of piercings, the ones he has gotten done so far are snake bites, a tongue piercing, and an eyebrow piercing. He likes decorating himself because it's the only thing that makes him feel in control, so chokers, nail polish, among other things are never off the table. Here's a little visual if that helps (https://s3.amazonaws.com/notebook-content-uploads/content/uploads/original/8e3c5b84-a71d-41c1-9663-73252b8c7cb3.jpeg?1599257568)

Personality: Most of the time he's pretty calm and minds his own business. He's not exactly "passive" because he will stand up for himself and cause the occasional trouble, but he is a very relaxed person- or at least he makes it seem that way. Jake is pretty set on seeing the world through pessimistic eyes. He's really upset with himself to the point where he lost hope in everything, he blames himself for not fighting hard enough even though he's accepted the fact that he's lost the fight.
Jake mostly looks really dull and tired unless something interests him, though his eyes reflect something that has been broken over again.
Because Jake suffers from depression (with some psychotic features) he likes to get into fights a lot, letting his opponent beat him up real bad to the point where he needs medical attention. This is Jake's self-destructive side, it has always been there since the abuse started with his brothers and it never really went away. He has unhealthy habits, punishing himself every day, even though it's just his thoughts driving him to do the things he does- making him believe that he deserves to be treated like trash and worse. He only does this when his depression is getting really bad and needs a coping mechanism.
Despite all this, Jake's very caring and has a lot of energy, he seems bright and fine even though he's not, because even though he does suffer from depression and all the other fucked up shit, he never lets it show through, he "toughs" it out, inevitably leading him to a breakdown.

Backstory: Jake was born into a poor family that already had two kids, there wasn't enough for his parents and his brothers as it was, so adding another kid to the family was a bad decision on their part.
Because this was this case, his older brothers didn't take a liking to him. He was seen as an intruder- someone who took what little they already had. That being said, Jake didn't have a fun time being a part of this family. He often got hurt by his brothers to the point of being used to gain money by unethical means, they were desperate at the time, so all morality was thrown out the window- not that they were good people in the first place.
Meanwhile Jake's father too obsessed with making money to the point where later on he would sacrifice thirteen-year-old Jake to the wolves. Rabbia. Like most loving and caring fathers, Jake's father gave Jake away to gain cash so he could pay off his debt. It almost seemed like Jake was born for that sole purpose, this was something he figured later on.
The gang was his new home whether he liked it or not. Jake obviously rejected this fact and would often wander the streets just to be away from it all. He didn't have anywhere to go and no matter how hard he fought, he was always dragged back to the same place. After doing this a couple of times he gave up. Being punished for attempting to run away was too much for him so he accepted the fact that he was there to be used. Jake had been broken before in his life back when he had been with his family, but this was a different type of broken, it completely changed his personality.

Extra tidbits I may have forgotten to add here: He has a bad case of pavor nocturnus. Making him have to sleep with his wrists bound to the bed he's sleeping in or else he'll up sleepwalking his way into danger, which he has already done several of times before. I haven't mentioned this but Jake's a bit of a crybaby when it comes to the nightmares, so he avoided sleeping anywhere near the others.

(Oh Heck yes! Can I post their character links instead of filling out the form?)

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