She shrugged a bit, trying not to make it too hard on both App and herself. I can't be heartbroken again…. If I become friends, things will just get harder for when… They… She cursed at herself as she felt another urge to burst into tears.
"I can't feel anything actually"
App then saw Claire make an upset face and she started worrying, “Claire, what’s wrong?” She looked back at Mira’s injured arm and back at Claire and repeated this movement a couple times before clutching her head as a pain shot through it. “W-what? I-I…” she hissed as another bolt of pain zipped through her skull again.
"maybe deal with the other person for now"
"We can't be friends and we never will be!" Claire suddenly blurted, trying not to overwhelm anyone, but contradicted itself. I can't…. She shook her head. How can I be this awful?
Mira was confused about why she said that to app
Apollyon’s legs collapsed underneath her when Claire yelled at her. She felt her head as an insane smile spread across her face. “Of course not… nobody likes to be friends with a monster. Why on earth did I think I’d have friends now? I’m just a monster. A monster. A monster. Monster. Monster…” Tears started falling thick and fast over the psychotic grin that was plastered over her face.
Mira didn't know how to react.
"It's not what it sounds…." Claire already knew that the deed was done, and she couldn't take it back for anything in the world. "It'll– It'd just be hard… When they take me back…." She put her face in her hands. Only if she never left the city, they wouldn't have found her, and she wouldn't be in this monsterous mess.
App didn’t hear anyone anymore. “Monster. Monster. Monster. They called me monster. They called me experiment. They were right. They were all right! I should have died like the others did!!”
Mira tried to snap her out of it
Claire didn't really want to force herself into doing it…. But since things went downhill, she truly didn't want to deal with much of it anymore. She eyed the gun Fiona was carrying, and her hand flinched.
Yet, she had to set things straight with App first. "I never said…" Dammit, it's all I do anymore– make things worse…
App just froze when she saw Claire’s eyes flick towards Fiona’s gun. “Yes. That’s right. Just kill me. I’m going to die anyways.”
Mira slapped her hoping that would work
Claire shook her head. If I'm killing anyone…. It's gonna be this disappointing girl constantly in crosshairs. She really didn't want to do it, but she had no chance.
When Mira slapped her, she went limp, the world going blank and her memory resetting again, but only up for the last couple minutes. Her eyes were wide and blank, the crazy smile gone from her face.
"W-what did i do…"
App was mouthing words that weren’t being spoken. She kept staring at the middle of space. Something was almost talking to her that nobody else could see you hear. She only rpeated one word. “Experiment.” Then she seemed to snap out of it and sat up. “Why am I sitting down Mira? And Claire are you okay?”
"I can't pick you back up and…It's a long story"
App was confused. Then she remembered. “Oh! That’s right! You’re arm! You said you can’t feel it?” She stood up quickly.
"y-yeah…"
App reached out hesitantly. “May I have a look?”
she smiled "Go ahead"
App touched the skin, palpating ut to see if anything was broken or if Mira could feel any pain at all. “We should probably check your arm over to make sure you don’t have any injuries other than that, that you can’t feel. Mostly cuts and stuff that may have gotten lodged in the skin. Infections are actually why most injured appendages get amputated.
"I do have cuts up on my shoulder that i know of"
App pulled up Mira’s shirt sleeve to check and sure enough! “We need to get these clean!” She fished, out of a pouch attached to her belt, a small spray bottle of disinfectant and a few rags. She sprayed the cuts and started cleaning the bubbling wounds.
Claire didn’t want to talk— she didn’t want to screw up everything again. No… No…. she’ll just get upset…. I can’t be with these people anymore… What Clovis told her began to fade away from her. Not if they’re gonna be upset when I’m taken away….
"…Claire are you ok?"
(I guess Clovis Molly and Fiona didn't notice what was going on, they're just chillin at the front XD)
Clovis turned around to check on the girls. He sees App taking care of Mira's arm and immediately gets the first aid kit from molly's bag.
Molly's gasps, not expecting him to quickly open the backpack and take stuff out. She smacks his arm.
"You scared me!"
He ignores her comment and rushes over to Mira and App.
"I'm sorry," he apologizes, "I didn't know you were hurt. What happened?"
Molly stares at Claire, seeing the 'unworthy' expression on her face again.
Geez, what's wrong with that girl. she thought. She'd seen what had went on before. She saw her glance towards Fiona's gun.
She leans in towards Fiona and nods at Claire.
"Keep an eye on that homicidal maniac. I will too." she whispers.
Mira started feeling a little bit of pain "o-oww…"