forum "Why Do You Only Ever Call Me When You're High?" (O/O) (MATURE) (Closed, stalkers welcome!)

Started February 06, 2021 by @Vuclan-is-tired

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(Yess haha many, many, long years. I just wanna make sure I don't go too fast or too slow, yk? I have a tendency to go too fast on romance rps haha. Also, pardon the quote marks, my computer is being a bitch. )

Boogieing over into the kitchen, Eva laughs softly at the other´s moves. ¨Such a skilled artiste¨. She loved to tease the other, especially about this since they both took ballet classes when they were super tiny. Dancing her way over to the other, she let herself be a little risky and move into her body for just a moment, breathing her in before moving away. ¨When did you wanna smoke, now or later?¨ She really only wanted to know because her boyfriend always wanted her to call him after she got off work to make sure she wasn´t doing anything he wouldn't approve of.

Isolde smiled at the other, despite being a boxer, she still had the grace from when she was little. She was just stronger now. She could easily pick up Eva now and she loved that fact. She danced with Eva for a minute before humming and glancing at the time. "We can get high later. Right now let's just enjoy ourselves and dance the rest of the day away." She snickers and presses close to Eva. She was close enough that she could swoop down and kiss Eva if she wanted to. And… she wanted to. But she also knew that Eva hated cheating. Eva was dedicated to her stupid boyfriend. So Isolde shoved the thought down. She'd leave it for now. Right now, she was focused on having a good time with Eva.

Eva couldn't help but move a little closer, their faces only a couple of inches apart. Her lips were desperate for her touch, her eyes meeting with Isolde´s. Her heart pounded in her ears and everything went away, her hands moving to hold the other´s waist as she moved closer, intent on closing the gap. Her lips parted, eyes closing…

Ring tone

The music faded back and her heartbeat picked up, hands moving away as she turned around to pick up and answer the phone. Her back was to Isolde when she picked up, wincing at his voice.
"Hey, Baby…No yea I was just listening to some music… my day was good."

Isolde wanted to desperately close that gap, wanted to taste those soft, sweet lips. She was so close to Eva, her warm scent, her beautiful eyes, all of it captured her. She shut her eyes, letting Eva do as she pleased, only to wince the moment the ringtone sounded. She swore mentally, that stupid fucking boyfriend. Of course he had to ruin it when she was so close. She wanted to scream as she watched Eva answer the phone. She wanted to cry. She hated Eva's boyfriend with every cell in her body. But she stayed silent, moving away from that spot and quietly moving to the couch. She might as well let them have their conversation.

Tucking her hair behind her ear, Eva´s face flushed softly at the thought of what might've happened if the phone hadn't rung. Her lips would press to hers, and then the moments in between them standing in the kitchen and her sitting on Isolde´s lap as they…

Noticing her silence, Eva´s boyfriend asked her what was up, her face flushing with alarm. ¨What do you mean?¨ She asked this softly, careful not to set him off or anything. ¨Oh, no… no I´m fine just a little tired. W-wha…. I´m not sending you photos right now. I´m just tired like I said.¨ When he wouldn't take no for an answer she just resulted in lying about not shaving knowing that he despised body hair. ¨I haven't shaved since you last saw me. Yes, I know that was two days ago silly." She tried her best to keep that light, innocent voice when she spoke to not aggravate him more. The last time he didn't get pictures of her he had… well nothing was consensual the next time he visited.

¨Yea… ok, Love you…b-¨ before she could finish he´d already hung up.

Isolde wanted to throw something, wanted to hit something, anything to get the anger off of her chest. She was so mad. She was tired. She hated Eva's boyfriend with every bone in her body. The things he made her do, the pain he caused her. All of it was enough to make her sick with anger and seethe with rage. She watched to punch him in the nose, wanted to strangle him- but she held herself back… she held herself back because he was Eva's boyfriend. But god he was the worst boyfriend in the world. She only felt more angry when her boyfriend started pressuring her into pictures, and by the time the call was over she was fuming. But she simply walked over to Eva and gently wrapped her arms around the other. Her hands were gentle as they wrapped around Eva's waist. To say it simply, she wished she could just kiss Eva senseless and take her away from her stupid ass boyfriend. She wanted nothing more than that. She wished she could say "I love you" over and over and over again.

Eva worked hard to bite back tears, only half sucessful as a fat droplet of water trailed down her face. Snuggling into the hug, her hands gently combed through the other's hair as she tugged back the urge to begin trailing kisses down her neck. She wanted Isolde to make all the pain go away.
"I-Its fine… he just had a rough day…" Eva had gotten lazy with making up excuses for him. She knew Isolde knew, but if she told her the full extent she was sure he'd be damn near dead already. In that, kill you friend's abusive boyfriend in a platonic kind of way. Isolde could never love someone as broken as her, or so at least she thought.
"So, pizza sound good?"

Isolde kept her close, her eyes shutting as her hair was played with. She wanted to make the pain go away, wanted to give Eva everything and more. She wanted to see Eva happy… like she was before her prick of a boyfriend popped up. She sighed deeply and shook her head. "That doesn't give him a damn excuse to treat you like that." For the most part, she had avoided shit talking Eva's boyfriend. She wanted to support her friend so desperately. "He treats you like shit, uses you as he sees fit. "Aren't you tired of it?" She whispered, cupping Eva's cheek. Pizza could wait. "You deserve the world and has he ever given it to you? All he does is cause you pain, all he does is abuse you." Her voice wavered. "I hate seeing you in pain, damnit. You rarely smile anymore." She whispered, wiping away Eva's tear. "I miss your smile. Even when you do smile it's… sad… hesitant. Like you're afraid." She whispered. She was crying too at this point, the salty tears trailing down her cheeks. She had never cried. It was a rarity to see her cry. She had always been so tough, a rough around the edges kinda gal.

As she watched the other speak and sob her heart broke open. It was all happening before she could stop it. Her hands cupping Isolde's face, her face moving closer to hers, lips falling open and her eyes falling closed. Eva barely stopped herself, her chin lifting up to kiss Isolde's forehead. ¨Hey, hey I'm fine… really I'm fine¨. She gave her best smile as those beautiful eyes continued to fill with tears. Her lips begged to be touched, it made her soul ache that she couldn't kiss her until she was breathless. Until neither of them could breathe anymore but they'd simply let themselves drown in each other.
Eva couldn't say anything other than that, her tongue felt like it was twisted up in her throat. She couldn't lie to Isolde, but she wanted to reassure her so badly.

She wished with every inch in her being that the other had kissed her lips. That the boyfriend was a lie, that everything regarding her relationship with that abusive dickwad was a lie. She wanted to kiss Eva so desperately, and for a moment she thought Eva was actually going to kiss her, but her heart sunk when her forehead was kissed. "You're not." She whispered. "I know you better than that. We've known each other for years, Eva." Her eyes were still stimming with tears. "At this point I know you better than myself." She whispers, pulling Eva closer. She knew that Eva hated the idea of cheating, but their lips were so close, she could feel Eva's breath flutter against her cheeks. She pressed a soft kiss to Eva's forehead, wanting to trail closer to her lips. She held herself back however, knowing that Eva despised the idea of cheating. But her boyfriend had done it so many times… Isolde had kept track… at this point, he had cheated more than the fingers on both her hands. "Eva… please close your eyes." She whispers softly, cupping Eva's cheek. "Push me away if you don't want me to move closer." She murmured, taking a moment to take in Eva's facial features. One tiny kiss. One time was all she needed.

"Iz y-you, don't ever have to worry about me. I'm not worth you hurting, ok? I'm not…" Her eyes lashes tickled Isolde´s neck when she kissed her forehead, her heart going a mile a minute. Shifting easily closer to the other, Eva looked into her eyes when she cupped her cheek. Nuzzling into it, tears streamed down her face at the sight of the other being so sad. Butterflies erupted in her tummy, her free hand mindlessly moving up to Isolde´s waist.
"Iz… what´s happening?" Without a second thought, she obeyed, letting her eyes flutter closed. Her breathing became irregular and she was sure Isolde could tell. That with them being this close, every single time she had tried to hide her heartbeat and heat, was a big fail. She felt her body shaking, and all her senses heightened, her hand pulling her closer thoughtlessly. She´d let Isolde close the gap because Eva felt like she was about to faint already.

"I'm always going to worry about you. You're my best friend…" She whispers, her eyes firmly on the woman in front of her, fear twisting in her gut. She was always worried about Eva. She was always busy caring about whether or not the woman in her arms was okay. Her thumb gently swiped over Eva's cheeks, wiping away the tears. She was always so gentle with Eva.
"You can pull away if you want to." She murmured quietly, pressing closer. She knew what she was doing was a big risk, but it was better than seeing her best friend in pain. She wanted to fix whatever she could. For a moment, she simply gazed at the other, her eyes flitting over Eva's features, taking in the smaller female, a small smile on her lips before she slowly moved closer, pressing her lips against Eva's. She shut her eyes, Eva's lips were so soft… they were softer than velvet, sweeter than sugar, and more addictive than heroin. She didn't want to pull away.

Entire body tingling, all of the hairs on her neck and arms stood on end as Kena spoke, her breath brushing over her face. It was a relief to have her this close, to know that she was fully protected from anything and anyone. And then she came closer and her heart beat right out of her chest. It was happening. The moment she couldn´t have ever prepared herself for. But…

When Isolde kissed her she melted into it, kissing her back eagerly. The other tasted of menthol and gummies and it drove her crazy. The hands that had once been fine to rest on her waist were soon on her jaw and in her hair, body pressing against Isolde´s as the kiss became open-mouthed and sloppy. The moment a whimper escaped her Eva pulled away, breathing heavily.
¨Isolde… what about him I-…. He´ll kill me. He´ll kill you.¨

Isolde felt electricity snap up and down her spine at the feeling of Eva in her embraces. She loved how they just fit so perfectly together. She kept her arms around Eva as they kissed, a soft hum leaving her lips at the feeling of Eva's hands in her hair, and a soft look of love in her eyes. She was a bit surprised that Eva had kissed back, but it made her so unbelievably happy. She pressed closer, because god, there was nothing more addictive than Eva.

When Eva pulled away she took a moment to look over the female in her arms, gods she was so perfect. Her eyes narrow at the mention of the dickwad of a boyfriend that was controlling Eva. She shook her head and smiled, "No. He won't. He knows better than that. If he doesn't, so be it. I'll take care of him myself. I'm more than capable of doing so." She rests her forehead against Eva's and pressed a quick kiss to the others lips. "But… that's only if you want me to."

A few seconds after looking at the other and taking in her scent she could barely resist her anymore. The only thing that drove her a little bit further was that pretty little promise of protection. The quick kiss she pressed became a longer kiss and then before she knew it her back was pressed up against the countertop and they were both drowning in it.

She wasn´t desperate, at least she wouldn´t call it that. She just never knew that a consented, loving kiss could feel this amazing. ¨Take care of him… I-I… like hurt him?¨

She kissed back eagerly, her eyes shutting in content as she moved closer, kissing harder, her hands securing around Eva's waist and just wanting to take her in completely. She wanted to kiss Eva until they were both gasping for air, god there were so many things that she wanted to do with Eva and just not enough time. She hauled Eva onto the counter, settling between her legs and smirking a little bit. Her lips were shiny with spit, and red with how rough the kiss had turned, but her eyes were bright with love and adoration. She hummed at the question Eva asked, tilting her head a bit. "I won't hurt him… first. But if he hurts you again, if he does anything… and I mean anything against your will, I will not hesitate to break his nose and kick him so hard he won't be able to reproduce anymore." She says simply.

As the other parted the kiss to respond she noticed that she was still shorter than her even with her sitting on the counter. As she looked up at Isolde, Eva's eyes dropped from the other's eyes to her lips as she spoke, her thumb mindlessly rubbing over the shimmery pair of red, slightly bruised lips. While she listened her heart rate grew to twice it's speed. He'd… he'd be gone? The bastard would be gone? Or would he just be angrier? Those skinny hands of hers shook with adrenaline from the kiss, eyes flickering back up to meet Isolde's.
She couldn't respond, her voice was too shakey, but she nodded her head anyways, eyes tearing up at the sense of guilty relief she got. "Kiss me again. Kiss me and make the pain go away. Please make it go away."

Isolde loved Eva with all her heart, she would do anything to keep the woman in front of her safe, even if it meant throwing the boyfriend out of the picture. She smiled softly at the other and waited patiently for an answer. Isolde had always been soft towards Eva. She was an asshole, there was no denying that, but she had always been kind to Eva. She had always loved Eva. Her hands were soft as she gently rubbed Eva's thighs, wanting to comfort her a little bit. When she saw the tears and heard the way Eva talked… there was no way she would deny her beloved Eva. She raised her right hand to cup Eva's cheek and bring her closer before kissing her gently. This kiss wasn't as hungry, it was just purely love and adoration. She wasn't harsh in the slightest. "Of course, Eva." She whispers, "I'll kiss you all you want, Eva. Whatever you want, I'll do it." Isolde murmured. "I'll take the pain away, I'll do whatever I can. I'm always going to be here for you."

Eva could feel the change when Isolde pressed her lips to hers, the sense of love filling her skin. The gentle touches, she wasn't used to hands so gently placed on her, hands that were never going to force her into anything. She wondered how long the other had wanted to do this, was it as long as she had? Longer? It felt like longer, the kisses felt like they had years of pent up tension releasing through them, and only the love tension currently.
I love you, you know that right?
The kisses subsided into little pecks as her breath got away from her again, the heightened adrenaline of the situation really bringing out how much she smoked. "Iz… I-I…" Eva really had nothing to say. Her brain was too fogged up to come with one cohesive thought amongst all of the ones flying in her mind.
"Isolde"

Isolde knew… she knew what hell that man had put Eva through. She had been there when he had first hurt her, had been there when she had to get an abortion, had been there to watch her life fall apart at the hands of a man who saw her only for her body. And she hated him for it, but rage was not on her mind right now. Right now she was focused on pressing soft and sweet kisses against Eva's lips to show her how much Isolde loved her. She had always loved Eva, and she was working her hardest to show that. She wanted to offer more, to kiss her more. "I love you." She whispered against the others skin, hearing how sweet Eva's voice sounded as she called out for Isolde. "You are worth more than anything in this world. More than the diamonds, more than gold… Eva… my precious Eva." She whispered. She pulled Eva into her embrace, holding her close, inhaling her scent and memorizing all she could. "I will never force you into something you don't wish for." She murmured. "So tell me, what is it that your heart wants?" She pressed another soft kiss to Eva's lips.

Eva had no idea what her heart wanted. Those beautiful words floated out of Isolde's mouth like she'd been waiting to say them for so long only made Eva's own words slip out too. Just like that, she was hooked.
Half of her head told her it was wrong to cheat, but he'd cheated so many times before. So many times he had hurt her, but Isolde had only ever cared for her. Held her when she was hurting, and she wanted to be held in ways she couldn't get out of her head. She tasted so good, and the perfectionist in her stopped for a moment, her emotions taking control.
Would it really be so bad to feel good? To let her make me feel… good?
Her brain didn't stop there either.
Would it really be against the rules to beg her for it?
"I-I…I want you. Would it be crazy of me just to let myself want you for once?"

Isolde had been waiting ages to spill her heart out to Eva… For so, so long she had waited to pick Eva up and sweep her off her feet, offer her the world and more. But she had shoved those feelings down she when has started dating that bastard of a man. But here they were, staring at each other, eager to fall into each other's embraces. She knew what that man did to Eva and she wanted to wipe away the feeling of his hands on Eva and replace them with hers. Wanted Eva to know what if was like to have someone who truly loved her hold her and worship her.
She cracked a smile when Eva asked for her, pressing another soft kiss to the others lips. "Not even crazy. All I want to do is give myself to you. You can have me all you want, Eva." Her voice was soft, her right hand moving to cup Eva's cheek.

She couldn't speak. Everything she'd ever wanted was in front of her, saying that she wanted her back. Promising that Eva was all she wanted. But somehow, she felt guilty. Even though her boyfriend had been such a dick to her, Eva somehow felt guilty. No matter how much she wanted Isolde's hands to erase his touch in places he'd been so unkind to, her mind still brought up the first time he had kissed her. Her very first time was with him, but now she wanted the first time with Isolde.
She wanted that first time so bad.

The growing feeling in her tummy made her face flush, her body ignoring her mind for a few more minutes. The moment was here after all, why not enjoy it a little longer?
"Make me yours, Iz. Mark me up and make me yours." Taking in a shaky breath, she exhaled her next word.
"Please"