"Sorry for being such a burden to you." He coughed, "You're a good person you know that darling~" he smiled and coughed again. He rested his head on Jas's, "How come you're so nice to be even though we were arch enemies in our past life?"
"I never said you were a buren, just a pain. An adorable, slightly crazy, completely charming pain." he found a nearby bench and sat down, cradling Axel's body against his, giving himself time to think. "maybe it's time for a change."
His face flushed, "W-What d-do you mean by that? I'm not adorable or charming. If anything I'm the opposite," he played with his hair twirling it in his fingers. "You're too nice." he coughed harder than before and lean against Jas
"You're also really bad at covering up you're embarrassment." He laughed softly "I'm nothing but nice, just when it comes to people I don't particularly like I'm a monster." He glanced down in worry at Axel and nudged his nose against his head "why the neck damnit?"
"Why is your neck sensitive?" he smirked. He touched his neck and joked, but he was too weak to reach for his neck. "Why are you so far away Jas?…"
He tugged him closer "not mine idiot, yours. You cut your throat a bit." He sighed softly "truely an idiot…"
"What, where?" he felt around his neck but felt nothing. He was confused, "Where is it? Are you playing with me because I swear to satin? How am I the idiot here?" the pouted and looked away.
Jas rolled his eyes and sighed "it must have healed already." Jas ran a hand through his hair and leaned back on the bench "this life is going to be interesting…"
(I'm going on a field trip today so I won't be able to rp with you and I'm leaving in a few)
He started to hum a soft song, "Why is that?" he looked up to Jas.
He shrugged "I just get a weird feeling that it will be. Things are going to be different, in a good way."
He closed his eyes and steadied his breathing, "I can work with that. I don't mind a little good here and there." he had grown quiet and looked up to the sky, "I wish I was a bird, so I can be free from this world, but when you're in it that gives me a reason to stay," he smiled softly.
"wow, did that hurt? Confessing your feeling is a big step." He laughed softly and called Axel closer to his chest "if you're going to fly, at least take me with you."
"No it does hurt it feels like something lifted off my chest." he chuckled, "Yeah, I'll take you with me," he kissed his cheek and blushed slightly, "I wanted to do that for a long time. Anyway, I'm fine now we should get going," he hoped off the bench and held out his hand.
He smiled and took his hand "for how long?" He asked, blushing slightly as he stood with him
"I don't know I think….since our first life, our original life. Crazy I know, but it's true," he started to walk not letting go of Jas's hand.
"that's my favorite life," he muttered, bringing Axel's hand up to his lips and brushing a light kiss to the back of it.
He blushed and looked away, "W-Why is that your favorite life and why d-did y-you just k-kiss my h-hand?"
"because thats the first time I punched you." he said with a laugh. "And yes, yes I did, is that a problem?" he asked, suddenly worried that he had gone too far.
"What! That not a fair reason and I mean if you d-don't l-like me then why did you kiss my hand. Are you just playing with me or making fun of me. I don't get it! You don't have to play with me like this, just turn me down already!" he sounded frustrated.
Jas rolled his eyes, yanking Axel with him and shoving him against a wall, hooking his legs around his waist so he couldn't escape "Stop talking. I punched you back then because I was frustrated with myself. I didn't want to hurt you, believe me that was the last thing on my mind. But it happened anyways so I played it off as hatred, even though that was the last thing I wanted to do for you." h esighed heavily, running a hand through his haor in desparation "I wouldn't toy with your feeling. Thats the worst tortue you van possibly pt someone through."
He blushed at the situation they were in, "I-I-I-I-I w-w-wait d-does that mean you-" his face grew the color of a stop sign.
he glanced up with a ruefull smile "You're almost their, come on. say it. I what?" he taunted, brushing a finger under Axel's chin "I want to here you say it." He said softly, lips mere centimeters apart
"Y-Y-Y-You l-l-l-like me?!" he shut his eyes in embarrassment.
he smiled, enjoying the game of adorably making Axel blush, way too much "I don't know, do I?" he pulled back and walked along the path "thats for you to figure out dear."
"You..you ass! That's n-not fair! Y-You can't just d-do that t-to me!" he slid down on the wall and covered his blushing face.
he spun around and laughed softly "oh come now, I'm having fun." he walked back to Axel, crouching down in front of him "It's not easy admitting it to myself. I've told myself to hate you, to block out the emotion of love since we live so many lives, anything could happen." he sighed and smiled down at him "yes, I love you, I don't know for how long, I don't think that matters now. And I get it if you don't feel the same." he stood up and started to walk off, fearing the rejection.
He grabbed his hand, pulled him down, and kissed him. He held his lips against the other's until he ran out of air, but his face was…….mm. You know what color it was, "I-I-If I kissed you on the cheek and said that you were the only reason I why I want to live then that means I love you! You say I'm the idiot." he dug his head in Jas's refusing to let him see his face, "I fucking love you, you big idiot!"
Jas kissed him back just as passionatly, running his hands along his back and into his hair until he was forced apart "Call me whatever you'd like, as long as I'm yours." he muttered, hugging him close and tucking him under his chest "I love you too, vampire."
He blushed at the nickname but closed his eyes and leaned into his chest, "Idiot…we should get going now." he licked his lips, "I'm in the need to see someone else's blood. Yes, you are mine." he whispered the last sentence in his ear and stood up.
"always and forever." he whispered back, standing in one fluid movement and taking out the list "next up is Darren fletcher." he said, showing him the list and pointing at the name with a knife he had puled out from his pocket