- If you could change anything about the way you were raised, what would it be?
I wish I could have been raised to be more open minded. My family can be very prejudice and conservative about things and I was taught to be afraid of things that were different. Like being gay for example, I really would have liked to not have to hate people like that growing up because now I have a ton of internalized homophobia @ myself. Even if I wasn't bi, that's not what someone should be raised to fear, right?
Definitely my parents mindset on what is and isn't accepted. I've never felt more scared to tell someone that I'm bi in my life because they're so homophobic. Now I'm scared of myself and scared for the outcome and as a girl just starting high school, a time for self exploration, I shouldn't be scared of myself.
Cough well stop it.
Ummmmm that's really difficult. Cause I don't want to change anything, like yeah. I like my life. Fuck, it's A COULD I DON'T HAVE TOO HHAHAHAHAH!
Make me, Shade.
11.) Take four minutes and tell the other person your life story in as much detail as possible.
Not on this public chat. Nope. Not happening man! Raise of hands if you wanna skip this one?
- If you could wake up tomorrow having gained any one quality or ability, what would it be?
Shade and I answered this one… Jacks?
Also waves hand. ALSO I WILL MAKE YOU DARREN!
Confidence. As made clear by the small snippets of my life I tell you guys, I'm extremely underconfident and that's the one thing I feel like if I had, I could be happier with myself.
13.) If a crystal ball could tell you the truth about yourself, your life, the future or anything else, what would you want to know?
I would probably just want to know if I'll be happy. Not how but just if I'll enjoy my life or maybe I'd just want to see if I had started a family?
If I ever find peace with myself. If I ever just settle down and just let myself be myself.
I would want to see my future, so I know how to guide my life in the present to create the best possible outcome.
14.) Is there something that you’ve dreamed of doing for a long time? Why haven’t you done it?
I've always wanted to sing for people outside of just being in the musicals. I'm under confident about my voice and I get really weird about it but I love music.
Visit another country! I think it's obvious why I haven't done it yet though.
I was gonna say that but I lived in another country so… that wouldn't work… Go to a different country besides the two I've lived in.
Probably some type of acting thing, I'm confident about performing in front of people. I have zero confidence in my voice.
15.) What is the greatest accomplishment of your life?
I don't know. Life really has just begun I think but striving to help people is something I'm proud of (#BeAGentleman ;). And just a lot of sports stuff that I'm proud of.
My place in the concert choir. I've been in chorus since the third grade and I've been working for a spot in the concert choir since the seventh.
No clue, maybe that time I made it to third in a state art contest. Maybe that time I qualified for the state DI tournament (only ones in our category, the thing actually sucked ass). Maybe that time I helped conceptualize a coup against the speech coaches, when I was sitting only a few seats from one. I don't know.
Lol. Nice.
16.) What do you value most in a friendship?
"Hmm," Darren says to his friends… "I would say I most value loyalty, honesty and commitment. Don't leave me, don't lie to me, and don't let me be the only reason why this is working and we should be just fine."
"Respect my boundaries, don't leave me without a damn good reason, and never ever ask me to change who I am," Kate says to people who say their friends. And they are.
"Dammit! You took my answer!" Jackie pouted. "I'd have to say acceptance, love, and general kindness. Don't be a bitch, accept who I am, and support me and I won't drop you like a hot potato." She paused for a second. "Can you tell I'm hungry?"
Lol mooood.
17.) What is your most treasured memory?
I remember when my brother was born… My mom and my dad were together and my older sister was too and I just remember that everyone was together and so excited about this new part of our family. All I wanted for like, 8 years, was a brother and I had finally gotten one.
Like speech team, all of speech team. I don't know, just speech team man.
When my dad came home after being overseas for the second time for over a year. I was maybe 5, 6, possibly 7 and god had I missed him.
