@Elder-God-Whisper work
(Oof. I'm far from that.)
(Oof. I'm far from that.)
:/ that's…. Kinda…. Yeah…. But when it comes to church, she makes me wear nicer stuff like dress pants and sweaters and all that.
But otherwise….
(laughs my mom starts b***ing if I wear a nice shirt and a nice black skirt with a junky coat that keeps me actually warm….)
Oof….
I hate it when nice clothes are so bad thay make you just straight up uncomfortable.
Like, can I wear my sweatshirt too? X/
(Right?! And my mom took away all my hoodies… sad face)
:0 okay. Now that's too far. Like…. What the hell?
(And my comfy leggings too. I was lucky enough that she let me go through all the clothes she took and pick a few to keep again. I mostly went after things that were souvenirs and things that were nostalgic for me. One of which was a t-shirt that my dad gave to me for my tenth b-day.)
Ooh….
Um. Okay. I try to keep souvenir stuff like shirts, but I easily forget about them and they get too small for me…
(Most of my souvenirs are from a few years ago because I didn't go anywheres in my younger years. So they still fit me. The shirt from my tenth birthday was an adult size, because it was all my dad could get. So it still fits me to this day.)
:3
Awwww that's nice…
(Yeah. When my mom asked why the hell I wanted it, I was like, "You're kidding me. …Right?")
:3 lool…..
(Is it just me or does it feel kinda lonely without everyone else here?)
Yeah. But i mean, it's christmas winter break. People are gonna be on and off and such.
Me? I'm not doing anything…. But…. Yeah.
(Yeah. My family went t- oops. Nearly said. Anyways, they went a few hours away for the day, so I'm home alone.)
Lol >:3
When I'm home by myself, I literally play my music out loud and talk to myself in legit, full-fledged conversations. Sometimes, though, I also drink 50 cans of Mountain Dew…. Diet, of course. And just pig out. Because there's nearly no one watching…
(lol. nearly? I like to put on music, but then my Rottweiler puppy flips out and barks at the tv/music. I also have conversations with Marcus but he's gone right now)
(HEY GUYS BUCKY IS HERE)(Also, My mom used to be just as strict as your, Whisper.)(She's more like my grandma now [poor dear] because she has brain cancer and usually sits in her room. She still hates me wearing fitted things and pants, but that's it. I love her to pieces though.)(my sis went to college wearing ankle length, denim skirts and t-shirts. Some moms are just strict. And it's hard to get along with them and all, I know)
(Mm. I'm glad someone can relate. My mom wears full dresses and a veil, so. But, She's been getting more and more b*****y lately for some reason. I don't know what's going on with her.)[not like she'll tell anyone])
:3
Of course :3
(That sounds nice. I can respect my mom being like this [because she did have a mom who didn't really pay attention to her and she hates her mother], it's mostly that she blames her problems on others that really gets to me.)
I always feel so shit now…. Like…. None of my parents or in fact nearly any of my family members were abusive or any of that and it just makes me feel awful that I have all this good stuff and…. Ugh… I dunno…. I just don't know how to feel about it.
(Don't worry about it. All I ask is you don't judge me for my ranting. lol. I'm glad you have a good life though.)
Lol, Tiramisu XD My mommy was like accidentally very invasive of privacy and told us all of the time that if we didn't do such or such we were going to hell. O.o I grew up like terrified on the God my parents wanted me to adore. Thankfully, I can see clearly now and am looking into things for myself :P)(Also, Whisp, I totally understand that! My mom never says anything is her fault unless she's back to the mom she was before. She's a whole new person with cancer, and she's usually rude or mean. I look forward to those random hours though when she's that sweetheart my daddy fell for <3)
(This is scary how alike this is to my life. lol And I always wonder if I was the majority of the reason my dad married my mom. Kinda makes me feel like their relationship is the only kind I'd get if I got a S.O. I know it's ridiculous, but still…)
:3
I don't judge…. Well, at least I think I don't…
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