forum "You say you're a soldier, but all I see is a slave."
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@Moriarty

And it did indeed wear Day down, energy surging through him– and fading from him– with each volt. He growled and bit back half-screams each time, a struggle that he tried his darndest not to lose, even if it didn't really matter. He just wanted to cling to what little dignity he had left. In those short moments between zaps, he gasped for breath and gave her a glare– but his eyes widened involuntarily with the shocks. His muscles spasmed, though his restrains didn't allow him to convulse as much as he would've otherwise. Sweat soaked him, and his heart was going mad; adrenaline surged through him, yet it was replaced almost immediately by a wave of exhaustion. He dropped his head, panting for breath, blood bubbling from the many knife wounds they had inflicted upon him.

@ShadeStar

Zanna finally let go and stepped away realizing how much pain she had just caused him. What was she doing? Her duty? No, what she just did was cruel. It was something old Zanna would do. When did she think of herself as old Zanna and this, new Zanna? She didn't know, and frankly, she didn't care at the moment. Maybe it was good she was changing, probably not. She looked over at Ward yanking the knives out of Day's arms, "We're done here for now."

@Moriarty

Thomas may have been irritated that she had the audacity to make that call herself, but if he was, he didn't show it. Maybe he was glad that he wouldn't have to listen to Day anymore. "I think that's for the best. I have other duties to attend to, anyways." He cast an unsympathetic glance at the bloodied prisoner. "Do you need my help cleaning up here and getting him back to his cell?" He frowned a little, as if something else just occurred to him. "I'll have to send more soldiers down here later to make sure he eats. He refused to last night, and I'm not about to let him starve. He doesn't get to go that easy." Technically, he won't get to go at all; they didn't plan on killing him anytime soon.
Day didn't say or do anything aside from grunt as she ripped the knives out.

@ShadeStar

"No, I can move him on my own," Zanna responded. She ended it partially because she was pretty sure his heart would give out soon. The other reason involved her heart and the softness taking over her entire being. She began to unlatch him from the chair not looking at him or his wounds. She didn't look at Ward either, just her mindless task.

@Moriarty

"Alright, then. I'll speak to you later, Storm." Thomas cast another hate-filled glance at Day. "Be careful around him. He's deceitful." With that, he turned on his heel and left Zanna and Day.

After all of that, Day honestly felt pretty weak, and it took some effort to keep his arms from flopping limply over the edge of the chair. He flexed his hands, though not much, because his bloodied wounds stung too much for him to move and his entire body ached from the electrocution.

@ShadeStar

Zanna put the knives away flicking the blood off of each of them once Ward left. She walked over to where Day was. With his missing leg and the state he was in, she didn't trust him to even try walking. In one swift movement, she ended up picking Day up in her arms and began carrying him back to his cell. She didn't care what he thought or how it looked, but it was the most effective way to move him, "How, how did you get your abilities?"

@Moriarty

Day was thoroughly unprepared for that, his entire body stiffening as she picked him up, his eyes widened a fraction of an inch.
He wasn't remotely enjoying it, either, because it made him feel incredibly awkward, pathetic, and kind of embarrassed if we're being honest here.
Embarrassment wasn't a common emotion for Day, either.
He mostly responded to it with irritation. "You don't have to carry me–" he snapped angrily, the fact that he was uncomfortable with this quite obvious. He was flustered, too– which was probably a first for Day. He didn't intend to answer her question until he was in a less awkward position.

@ShadeStar

Zanna looked down at him with an eyebrow raised. Day was flustered. There was no way around it. The man, granted she was carrying him, was flustered. She responded back as she continued to walk, "Do you think you're in any state to walk on your own?" By the time she had finished her sentence, they were back to his bed and she 'carefully' dropped him onto the bed. She stepped back letting him get into whatever position he felt like before she would chain him down, "And are you going to answer my question?"

@Moriarty

Day couldn't really bear to lay on his back since the brutal whipping he'd been given, and he had a lot of knife wounds in places that were hard not to lay on otherwise, so he had a difficult time getting comfortable. After a couple seconds of wallowing around, he settled on his side, still aching and hurting all over. He was pretty miserable, to be honest, and even though she had put him down, he was still mad about getting carried.
"Yeah. I am. But, first, let me ask you– how do you think I got that ability?"

@ShadeStar

"The government," Zanna responded with limited hesitation. She couldn't believe that she just so easily put the blame on the government. She leaned down and started to chain him to the bed not bothering to look at the wounds she and Ward had inflicted on him. She stood back up and debated getting bandages and starting to fix him up herself, "Same way every soldier gets their abilities."

@ShadeStar

(Listen. Listen. She has enhanced strength and is not going to be bothered to actually have him try moving by himself. So yes she carried him.)

@Moriarty

Behind the muzzle, Day's mouth twitched into a smirk. "Exactly right. But I'm no soldier." He didn't object as she chained him, rather just watched calmly. "I can tell you about it if you want, but you might not like what I have to say." He tried to reposition himself in a desperate attempt to relieve his pain, but to no avail.

@ShadeStar

Zanna sighed and looked at his wounds, "Give me a minute to get some bandages and then you can tell me." She didn't bother waiting for a response as she left the room. Her mind went through different situations and excuses, before eventually just settling on the idea of not only breaking Day down but also the idea of retraining him to trust her. And only her. The superiors may have a problem with it, but she's done this before. Only once, but it had proved effective. Except for this time, it was a total fabrication. She grabbed the bandages and walked back to his cell entering it making sure few soldiers saw her.

@Moriarty

Those few soldiers who did notice her didn't dare question her actions; they assumed she had more authority than they did, anyhow.

Day narrowed his eyes at her when she returned, struggling to sit up on his elbow. He didn't say anything for several long seconds– just observed her. "I don't know what to think of you," he commented bluntly.

@ShadeStar

"Then don't think anything of me," Zanna responded as she started to wrap up the wound on his arm. She was careful as she wrapped it up tightly, "But please answer my damn question. How did you get your powers? The whole story."

@Moriarty

"If you insist." Day eyed her hands as she wrapped up his arm, resisting the urge to comment on this. "Hm. I guess in order for it to all make sense, I gotta go way back. But I don't mind to do that. I've got no secrets to hide." He forced himself to relax to the best of his ability, realizing that this might be quite a long story.
"The war has been going since I was a kid, so obviously I didn't start it. My dad, though– he got drafted into the army during it all, and Mom was sick anyways. They both ended up dead– Dad killed by Reformers during the war and Mom dead from an incurable illness. I was eight by the time they were both gone, and there wasn't really anyone left to take care of me. I was sent to an orphanage, but I hated it. Nobody wanted me, anyways, and I was fine with that. By the time I was ten, I broke out, hit the streets." He paused a moment to glance at the bandages. "The streets were rough, but I didn't look back. I saw a lot of things and went through a lot of things a ten-year-old never should, but I guess that's only to be expected when you're a kid wandering the backalleys alone at night. It did make me wonder, though, where the police and army were while all of this horrible stuff was happening in the 'safety' of their cities. I made excuses for them, though, and assumed they were just so busy with the war. As bad as it was, living on the streets made me tough. You don't survive crap like that without getting stronger." He sounded so calm explaining it all, like it was some distant thing that didn't bother him anymore. "When I was thirteen, I got jumped by a bunch of dudes who shoved me into the back of a van and took off with me. I don't remember exactly what they told me at the time– something about serving for the greater good of the country and some other nonsense mumbo-jumbo that I wasn't interested in hearing. If I had realized they wouldn't be repeating it again, I might've paid more attention, because after they took me back to their base, it took me a long time to figure out exactly what they were doing with me." He sniffed absently, looking unmoved by his own story. "I was there for a couple months, and a bunch of soldier-looking guys started teaching me to fight, told me it would be important for me to know how to. I had a lot of endurance– what with surviving the living hell of the city's backstreets and all– so they were kind of impressed I guess. It wasn't until then that they said they were officially sending me off to the army. I wasn't really interested in that, but, you know, it wasn't about what I was interested in. I got sent anyway. Not to the main part of the army. Not the part you're in. It was another branch called Arcane. They were really brutal, too, because they were willing to do things more illegal than the main government. They hammered it into my head that the Reformers were essentially the spawn of Satan and that I was to kill as many of them as I possibly could. They didn't let me suggest anything otherwise, beating me senseless anytime they even thought I was doubting them." He sighed a little. "They ended up experimenting on me when I was sixteen. It was bad. I don't remember a lot of it. I feel like they overcomplicated it on purpose– and that they picked regenerative healing so that they could abuse me more without having to worry about me dying. That's where my powers came from. I healed fast. Like, immediately fast. Bullets couldn't kill me. Swords couldn't kill me. I was a weapon. I was unstoppable. But I listened to them. I was loyal. I was a friggin' moron for doing so, too." He scoffed a little. "And I didn't stop until I was thrust into the war and saw what happened to Reformer agents that got caught. That made me question things. Then I saw my own superiors– the people I trusted– doing the same thing they had done to me to others. To kids. I got mad. It was slow, but it was pure hatred, and I went rogue on them when I was twenty. I killed my main officer, a bunch of other guys, and I high-tailed it out of there. I wasn't sure where I was supposed to go, because after that little stunt, I couldn't go back. Not to mention, the world was so corrupt, and I was so sick of it. Sick of all of it. So I went to the Reformers. I assumed the they wouldn't want me, but they did. They most certainly did. They welcomed me with open arms, actually. I changed my name to Absalom Day, and I became a Reformer. I'd never been so passionate about anything before I joined them. But… it was a good cause. It was. I rose through the ranks quickly, and I was brutal, even for them– but they knew I meant what I said, and that I was willing to lay down every fiber of my being to help them. I don't know what they thought when I got taken to the prison camp, but I know we lost after that. Everything sorta crumbled. I escaped, except for my leg, and most of my men– well, they were already dead by then. The bases I went back to were all raided, basically just tombs. The Reformers' families, too. All gone. All slain. Seeing so many people get their most precious goal crushed– and their lives destroyed– kinda put my fire out. Those who were left said they were done. They weren't gonna risk losing what little they had to keep fighting, so we all just kind of agreed to… let it be over, I guess. Maybe one day someone would change the world, but apparently it wasn't meant to be us." He sounded disappointed with that last line, though he may or may not have gotten a tad off track with his monologue. He realized that and snorted lightly. "And there's the unnecessarily long story of my life."

@ShadeStar

Zanna listened to him as she wrapped up one arm, and then the next. She managed to get to his first shoulder before he finished. There was no way, but at the same time, she didn't think he was lying to her. She let out a sigh and looked at him as she finished up his first shoulder and started on the second, "Unnecessarily long yes, but now I have a better understanding of what they put you through. I can see, I can see why you dislike the government so much now. But this doesn't excuse your actions understand?"

It definitely did. Zanna was trying to cling onto the last idea that Day was a monster, and failing. Miserably.

@Moriarty

"It was war. There were only two options: win or lose. I needed to establish the fact that I wasn't playing games. That I meant it when I said I wanted them to burn. They're lying to you and everybody else. They'd turn on you the second it became convenient." Day let out a long huff. "So maybe I am a terrible person. So be it. But I couldn't help but hate them, and I couldn't live with myself if I hadn't done something about it. I don't have any regrets. They are true monsters, and if becoming a monster too was what it would take to stop them, I was all in." He paused. "But even that wasn't enough, so it looks like we're all screwed anyway."

@ShadeStar

Zanna finished wrapping up the injuries on his torso, which only left the mess on his leg. She let out a sigh, "Screwed is one way of putting it, at least for you. Besides, it takes more than one monster to fight all the monsters of the military if that's what you're proposing. Also, I need to remove your pants in order to wrap up the wound on your leg."

@Moriarty

In any other given scenario, Day probably would've made some crude comment about the fact that she was requesting to take off his pants. He would've been pretty amused and probably would've made it more uncomfortable for her than himself just by trying to make as many quips about it as he could– and, he undoubtedly had plenty of those.
But things were a little different considering the fact that he was currently her prisoner, chained to a bed, beaten, battered, and bleeding. Given his current state, he didn't find much amusement out of the thought of losing his trousers. Even if he knew that it was somewhat necessary for her to bandage him, even if he knew that bandaging his wound was likely the only purpose, and even if he knew it would only be a few minutes, it made him… uncomfortable.
Absalom Day didn't get uncomfortable very often.
He was usually the guy who made other people uncomfortable.
"What? No. That's unnecessary. My leg will be fine." Meanwhile, the leg was still bleeding, which didn't support his statement.

@ShadeStar

Zanna shrugged as she looked at the wound with a raised eyebrow. She debated how it would look if all of his bandages were wrapped up except for the one on his leg. She let out a sigh and stepped back, "Fine, but whoever comes in to feed you is going to wrap that up and I hope you realize that. So you could either let a stranger or a semi-stranger do it."

@Moriarty

Day's brow furrowed, and he was quiet for a long moment. "Fine. Get it over with, then. Those twits who came in last night to 'clean me up' were annoying, and I don't want to deal with them again." He shifted around uncomfortably. He didn't really have any intention on eating, either, because his current goal was to starve himself to death so that they couldn't torture him for years to come. But he wasn't going to mention that, of course.