"That is literally the definition of mad." he shook his head and showed him the names on the list over his shoulder "5 more people," he said, folding the list into his pocket and grabbing the knife from the wall "You coming? or are you going to drain the rest of this guy?"
"I'm coming!" he growled and followed Jas out of the warehouse. "Are these people altogether or separate?" he cleaned the blood off to look like nothing happened. "You know you should defiantly try pain I think you would be into it."
"all separate."he said, glancing back at Axel. "All as perverted as the other guy." He continued to explain. "And no thanks, I'm not into that 'self harm's thing, sorry to disappoint." He said, running a hand through his dark hair and peering up at the moon
"Well, what a drag, and you could never disappoint me." he smiled lightly, "It's not self hard I only cut my self when I have to use my blood, which speaking of which I feel a little dizzy," he said wobbling a little bit. He clenched onto Jas's shirt holding his hand to his head, "I…think I'll be….fine." he tried to hide his pain behind that smile of his, but it wasn't working too much.
Jas sighed and pulled Axel close, helping him stand "you're a pain, you know that right?" He growled softly in his ear "and it is self harm. You're hurting yourself for the power. It's not right, even if you have to do it." Jas wrapped his arms around the other man's waist to steady him
"Sorry for being such a burden to you." He coughed, "You're a good person you know that darling~" he smiled and coughed again. He rested his head on Jas's, "How come you're so nice to be even though we were arch enemies in our past life?"
"I never said you were a buren, just a pain. An adorable, slightly crazy, completely charming pain." he found a nearby bench and sat down, cradling Axel's body against his, giving himself time to think. "maybe it's time for a change."
His face flushed, "W-What d-do you mean by that? I'm not adorable or charming. If anything I'm the opposite," he played with his hair twirling it in his fingers. "You're too nice." he coughed harder than before and lean against Jas
"You're also really bad at covering up you're embarrassment." He laughed softly "I'm nothing but nice, just when it comes to people I don't particularly like I'm a monster." He glanced down in worry at Axel and nudged his nose against his head "why the neck damnit?"
"Why is your neck sensitive?" he smirked. He touched his neck and joked, but he was too weak to reach for his neck. "Why are you so far away Jas?…"
He tugged him closer "not mine idiot, yours. You cut your throat a bit." He sighed softly "truely an idiot…"
"What, where?" he felt around his neck but felt nothing. He was confused, "Where is it? Are you playing with me because I swear to satin? How am I the idiot here?" the pouted and looked away.
Jas rolled his eyes and sighed "it must have healed already." Jas ran a hand through his hair and leaned back on the bench "this life is going to be interesting…"
(I'm going on a field trip today so I won't be able to rp with you and I'm leaving in a few)
He started to hum a soft song, "Why is that?" he looked up to Jas.
He shrugged "I just get a weird feeling that it will be. Things are going to be different, in a good way."
He closed his eyes and steadied his breathing, "I can work with that. I don't mind a little good here and there." he had grown quiet and looked up to the sky, "I wish I was a bird, so I can be free from this world, but when you're in it that gives me a reason to stay," he smiled softly.
"wow, did that hurt? Confessing your feeling is a big step." He laughed softly and called Axel closer to his chest "if you're going to fly, at least take me with you."
"No it does hurt it feels like something lifted off my chest." he chuckled, "Yeah, I'll take you with me," he kissed his cheek and blushed slightly, "I wanted to do that for a long time. Anyway, I'm fine now we should get going," he hoped off the bench and held out his hand.
He smiled and took his hand "for how long?" He asked, blushing slightly as he stood with him
"I don't know I think….since our first life, our original life. Crazy I know, but it's true," he started to walk not letting go of Jas's hand.
"that's my favorite life," he muttered, bringing Axel's hand up to his lips and brushing a light kiss to the back of it.
He blushed and looked away, "W-Why is that your favorite life and why d-did y-you just k-kiss my h-hand?"
"because thats the first time I punched you." he said with a laugh. "And yes, yes I did, is that a problem?" he asked, suddenly worried that he had gone too far.
"What! That not a fair reason and I mean if you d-don't l-like me then why did you kiss my hand. Are you just playing with me or making fun of me. I don't get it! You don't have to play with me like this, just turn me down already!" he sounded frustrated.
Jas rolled his eyes, yanking Axel with him and shoving him against a wall, hooking his legs around his waist so he couldn't escape "Stop talking. I punched you back then because I was frustrated with myself. I didn't want to hurt you, believe me that was the last thing on my mind. But it happened anyways so I played it off as hatred, even though that was the last thing I wanted to do for you." h esighed heavily, running a hand through his haor in desparation "I wouldn't toy with your feeling. Thats the worst tortue you van possibly pt someone through."