Hinata whimpered. He was far from perfect like the other said. He was far from what Damien thought he was. He gazed at the other, his eyes watery. "Then why… Did you ever think about what that would do to me?" He whispers. "Did you ever think about how shattered and destroyed I became after you left?" He whispers, his voice shaky, his tears falling again. "You were everything to me." He whimpered.
Damien exhaled shakily as he listened to his ex’s sensitive words. That was the thing. He wasn’t thinking. He had his mind set on this idea that he could only hurt Hinata, and in leaving him, he did just what he was trying to avoid. He didn’t answer, and shut his eyes for a moment, collecting himself. “I never wanted to see you like this.”
Hinata, after the breakup, stopped working for a full week, using saved up vacation time to just stay at home and mope. When he went back to work he became quiet, reserved. He wasn't as happy as he used to be. He tried everything to stay happy, but it was no such luck. He rests his head on his knees. "So why." He voice shook.
Damien licked his lips as he thought about the broken statement. “I never thought that I would cause this much hurt. I thought I was doing the right thing, but it turned out broken like this,” he said softly in reply, keeping his eyes shut as he continued to speak.
Hinata glanced at him, running furiously at his tears. He was still crying, still wanting to be with Damien. But he held himself back. He wanted to beg Damien to let him back into his life. To be back in his arms. To be back in this apartment. But he knew in his heart that his dream to be back with Damien was far from likely. He kept quiet, listening to Damien's side of the story.
“I just didn’t think. I should have put a lot more thought into what I was going to do, but I didn’t. I obviously can’t take that back now,” Damien said, trailing off in a thoughtful manner as he went back to chewing on his bottom lip and messing with his curls.
Hinata bit his bottom lip before the words came tumbling out faster then he could think. "You can." He whispers. "You can…" He curled in on himself. He as willing to try again. But he was scared. What if Damien laughed at him?
Damien looked over at Hinata when he spoke again. He can? “What are you trying to say, Hinata?” He questioned in a pressing manner. He had his thoughts on what the boy meant, but he had to be sure. He didn’t want to get his hopes up with this.
Hinata took a trembling breath. He wanted to be sure about this. "Take it back… We can…" He whispers softly. "We can try again." Hinata looks at his knees. "Unless you don't want to- that's fine too I'm probably muttering again…" He whispers as he curls in even more.
Damien seemed visibly surprised when Hinata brought up trying to go out together again. He was speechless, but in a good way. He’d wanted nothing more than to fix his mistakes and have his angel back in his life, and it was actually happening. “No- I’d really like to try again, actually,” he said with a breathless tone.
Hinata was biting harshly on his lip, something he did when he was nervous or tense. He knew that what he was saying was probably hopeless, since Damien had left. But when he heard Damien say he wanted to try again he slowly eased, looking up at him in shock. "You… would?" He asks quietly, tilting his head a little.
Damien nodded his head a little bit in reply. “Yeah.. I’ve missed you a lot, Hinata,” he responded gently. He looked at Hinata and reached out with an open hand for Hinata to place his own into.
Hinata slowly shuts his eyes before opening them to make sure he wasn't in a few state. He glanced at Damien's hand and gently took it before pull Damien close to him, kissing- more like mashing his lips against Damien's. His lips were starving, craving and needing for Damien's.
Damien’s eyes fell shut when he was kissed, and he could have just melted as the tension was relieved. He could taste Hinata’s very familiar lips, and he rested his hands on the curve of Hinata’s hips. He kissed Hinata deeply, pleased to be in this familiar situation. He tugged Hinata closer to him, fingers gripping a bit tighter onto the male’s hips.
Hinata wrapped his arms tightly around Damien's neck, kissing eagerly. He wanted to stay like this, never moving from Damien's side. He kissed Damien hungrily, loving the tight hold on his hips. He wanted more, craving the other.
Damien nipped lightly at Hinata’s bottom lip to ease his lips into parting, allowing him to slip his tongue between the lips and into Hinata’s mouth. His tongue felt against Hinata’s as he pressed close, Hinata almost on his lap at that point. He tilted his head to deepen the kiss further.
Hinatas lips instsntly parted to please Damien. His eyes were shut as he leaned into the kisses, into Damien. It had been ages since he had kissed Damien this hungrily. Damien's tongue was warm, making Hinata shiver. His arms went from around Damien's neck to cup his cheeks, kissing back eagerly, wanting to please Damien.
Damien broke away in the slightest and he pressed eager, hot kisses to the side of Hinata’s jaw. “I missed you so much, angel,” he mumbled against the male’s skin. He pressed their lips back together a minute after that, having caught his breath.
Hinata wrapped his legs around his waist, holding Damien closer to him. He tilted his head to the side when Damien placed the kisses against his neck, sighing happily. "I missed you too." He whispers breathlessly, kissing him back eagerly.
Damien wrapped his arms properly around Hinata’s waist, hands now resting on his lower back, fingers itching to inch lower. But he wouldn’t do that without any sort of permission first. He didn’t want to take things too fast now.
Hinata whimpered softly, eagerly holding onto Damien. He pulled away from Damien's lips to kiss greedily at his neck, shivering when he felt the others hands on the small of his back. His eyes slowly flutter open and he slowly pulls away to face Damien. He nods softly. "Please…" His voice was hoarse, pleading.
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