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Sebastian wrapped his arms around Bryn. He was glad Bryn was getting through this okay, but he'd prefer it that Bryn wouldn't have to. He lightly kissed the top of his head. Things would only get harder from here.
Sebastian wrapped his arms around Bryn. He was glad Bryn was getting through this okay, but he'd prefer it that Bryn wouldn't have to. He lightly kissed the top of his head. Things would only get harder from here.
Bryn hummed softly, going limp and pliant in Sebastian's arms. His face was pressed snugly into the crook of his human's neck, legs curled up between their chests. Sebastian was holding him like a child, but for once he didn't mind feeling small- too preoccupied with feeling like a trapped animal. His fingers were tapping lightly on Sebastian's arm, a string of need you, need you, need you going on into infinity.
Sebastian kissed Bryn's head lightly.
"I love you," he said, but it seemed to say more than that. I love you, and I'm never letting you go. I love you, and I'm not gonna let anyone hurt you again like you have in the past. I love you, and you're so much more than the works says you are. I love you, and I always will. No matter what.
Bryn whined, muffled in Sebastian's neck, and pressed the blush covering his face into his lover's skin. He felt seen, like someone had plucked out his soul to carefully examine. Like every inch of him had been lovingly explored. "I… I love you too," he said back, but it also said I need you and I want you and I've never been treated the way you treat me. It said I've never wanted someone to hold me before, but I've never felt more comfortable than when your arms around me. It said I would walk through fire for you, I would take a beating for you, I would cut myself open just to see you smile. And then Bryn said, "I love you so much," and that was enough.
Now it was Sebastian's turn to blush. He tightened his hold on Bryn, his touch tender and so, so caring. The world pasted by as they were driven further and further in, but the way Sebastian was holding Bryn made it all melt away, just leaving them together, in this moment.
Bryn could practically feel his skin buzzing under Sebastian's hands and it was so strange to want another person like this. To feel comfortable enough that desire could pool, heavy and desperate, in his gut. Time felt elastic around them, so fast and yet so deliciously slow, and Bryn was whimpering needily into Sebastian's ear before he even knew what was happening.
Sebastian put his hand against Bryn's cheek, tilting his head so Sebastian could kiss him. His other hand trailed lightly over him, just wanting to touch him as much as he could.
Bryn kissed back with an eagerness unfamiliar to him. There was no sadness here, just want and need and the tenuous bonds of affection tying him to this wonderful man, and that was every bit as thrilling as it was strange. "More, Sebastian. Please."
Sebastian was thankful, in the back of his mind, that they were in a limo. He swung his legs up onto the plush, long seats, kissing Bryn with all of his passion. His hand went from trailing asking Bryn to slipping underneath Bryn's cloths, his hand warm against Bryn's cool touch.
"Of course," he murmured quietly, ready to give Bryn anything he wanted.
Bryn settled easily into his lap, legs splayed invitingly wide as he settled his thighs on either side of Sebastian's and kissed back. his hands trailed hungrily up Sebastian's chest, feeling him up over the shirt, and he let out a breathy little moan when Sebastian finally started to caress his skin. He was so warm. "T-thank you. I… can you… um… can you grab me? On my hips? Wanna… Ah~… I wanna be held down."
Sebastian smiled, arm going down to Bryn's hips. He grabbed Bryn, pinning him down. He kissed Bryn again, his other hand still slipped under Bryn's clothes, fingers trailing over him.
Bryn shivered happily and did his best to arch up into the touch while he was still being pinned. Every touch was electric. He felt like he'd died and gone to heaven, so lost in all the dizzying sensation that he didn't even realize he was moaning, noises muffled against Sebastian's lips.
Sebastian pressed his fingers into Bryn, going from lightly teasing touches to massaging him. He loved the way Bryn sounded when he moaned like this; that unconscious need to vocalize how he was feeling. Sebastian started kissing along Bryn's jaw, wanting more.
Bryn made a quiet keening sound when Sebastian pulled away but it trickled off into a low moan as kisses began to trail along his jaw. He kept making those soft noises of pleasure- breathy little gasps and moans that left him blushing when he realized how much noise he was making. He bit his lip to keep quiet, shyly tilting his head back to give Sebastian more access.
Sebastian moved to kiss along Bryn's neck, one hand moving to the back of Bryn's head, keeping him close.
"I love you," Sebastian whispered into Bryn's skin.
Bryn squeaked, whole face going an embarrassing shade of red, and tugged desperately on Sebastian's hair until they were kissing again. He pressed his forehead against Sebastian's when they had to pull away to breathe, panting softly. "Fuck, I… I love you too."
Sebastian was panting slightly as well. He smiled, leaning into Bryn's head, affection in his eyes.
"It makes me so happy to hear that," he said gently.
Bryn kissed him again, softer this time. "Good. I… um… I like it when I can make you happy. Seems like it doesn't happen often enough."
Sebastian looked at Bryn for a moment, then smiled softly.
"Bryn, you've made me happier than I could ever express. I'm… I'm sorry it hasn't seemed like that."
"No! I… um… every second I spend with you is just great, Sebastian. Really." He wrapped his arms around Sebastian's neck gently, smiling up at him. "You just get so tense sometimes. I like it when I get to make you relax a little."
"Well," Sebastian said with a grin, "You're very good at that." He pecked Bryn lightly on the lips. Then, there was a thump as the limo drove over a speed bump, making Sebastian sigh. They were nearly to his friend's house. He slowly sat up.
Bryn squeaked when they hit the speedbump, tossing his arms around Sebastian's neck and then blushing sheepishly when he realized he'd overreacted. His blush soon faded, however, drawn away by the grim look on Sebastian's face. "It's almost time, isn't it?"
He nodded.
"Unfortunately," he said, keeping his arms around Bryn. Still, he managed a small smile, leaning his forehead on Bryn's again.
"But it should go better than the shop."
Bryn grimaced, pushing his forehead up against Sebastian's tenderly. "She's… she's not going to touch me, is she?"
Sebastian pursed his lips. He knew he couldn't lie to Bryn, though.
"She will at least try to," he said, rubbing Bryn's back with his thumb.
"A lot. At least in the beginning."
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