forum doctor, I can’t tell if I’m not me. // CLOSED with @JustALostM
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WARNING: This roleplay will have mentions of and implied acts of self harm, as well as mentions of medical torture. There will also be violence and mentions of it, and of course swearing. If you’re uncomfortable with any of these topics, or any others not mentioned here, do not engage.

I wanted to use my baby Alice again, but modify her so she doesn’t belong to a specific fandom so maybe I get a more active version of the rp I posted recently with the same prompt.


My character, Alice Miller, has just escaped a laboratory that had kidnapped and tortured her for several months. She was one of many test subjects who they were trying to turn into super humans. So, genetic modification, immoral ways of testing abilities, lots of sedation, and mental and physical exhaustion.

She’s roaming the streets of her home city now, too ashamed to go home but too scared to ask for help, in fear if being taken advantage of again. That’s where your character comes in.

Your character finds Alice wandering around, and it’s very obvious she needs help. Only, when you try to offer it to her, she refuses.

AKA: I want to write some platonic fluff with some depresso added into the mix.


Rules:

  • andrew (Our Supreme Lord and Overseer)’s rules.
  • I’m a minor, and I don’t feel comfortable writing romantic or sexual content at the moment. (We won’t have to worry about that since my character is aro/ace, but still good to specify.)
  • Please be active at least once a day, but I would prefer a bit more, since I’d like this to stay pretty active.
  • your character can be mean, but you can’t.
  • on that note, you can curse but using any slurs will get you kicked out immediately. I feel very strongly about this.
  • 2-3 sentence minimum. I get it, we get tired and can’t write as well for the day, and that’s okay! Just try your best, nothing like “She sneezed.” and we’re on good terms, lol
  • Also, if you think you may not be active for an extended time period, please warn me first.
  • No godmodding or powerplaying. It’s sad I have to say this.
  • I will give you a character template. You may edit the template a bit to match your character and preferences, but I would like it to stay moderately detailed. And please, don’t just send your character’s Notebook page.
  • if I’m not familiar with your style, I’ll ask for a sample.
  • I do reserve the right to say no. If our styles clash, or I otherwise don’t feel that we’d be good role playing partners, I may turn you down. It’s not about you, and I will say I’m a little nitpicky about writing styles.

Character template:

Basic Info

Name:
Nicknames (if any):
Age:
Gender and pronouns:


Appearance

Skin tone:
Height:
Weight:
Eye color:
Hair color:
Hair style:
Scars:
Other blemishes:
Body type:
Usual outfit:


Personality

Basic personality:
Sexuality:
Hobbies:
Talents:
Background (optional):
Physical conditions:
Mental conditions:
Other:


My character:

TW: mentions of self harm, medical torture, and shitty friends.

Basic Info

Name: Alice Miller
Nicknames (if any): None.
Age: 15
Gender and pronouns: Female, she/her


Appearance

Skin tone: Pale
Height: 5’5”
Weight: 115 lbs.
Eye color: Bright blue.
Hair color: Jet black.
Hair style: Chin length, messy and tangled.
Scars: Scars on her arms from self harm, mainly cutting/scratching herself. There are also faint scars on her cheeks from scratching. There’s a small cut on her chin from a childhood accident, and puncture wounds on her chest, wrists, right forearm, and the back of her neck, all from repeated IVs and injections. There’s a scar across her throat from a slit throat, and a small burn scar on her left leg.
Other blemishes: Freckles dotting her cheeks, nose, and shoulders.
Body type: Thin (almost dangerously so), flat-chested, and when she’s healthy she’s fairly athletic in build.
Usual outfit: normally, she just wears baggy hoodies, jeans, and old sneakers. Nothing special, really.
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Personality

Basic personality: She’s kind of scared of people, pretty quiet and reserved most of the time. She’s rarely ever relaxed, and she’s either extremely observant or just shut down. She can be a little over apologetic, and overreactive, but she’s trying her best, please be patient.
Sexuality: Aromantic, asexual.
Hobbies: She likes to walk sometimes.
Talents: She isn’t quite sure, but she’s very agile.
Background (optional): ———

Alice Miller had a pretty normal childhood. Her family was well off, she got good grades, and she had great parents who she loved very much, and vice versa.

Alice had a best friend, named Jessica. Alice and Jessica had been friends since they were little. That is, until Jessica got an offer she simply couldn’t refuse… no matter the consequences.

When Alice was 14, a few months before her birthday, Jessica handed her over to a couple of people who would then take her to a lab for human experiments. They were trying to create super humans with certain abilities.

Alice was brutally tortured during these experiments, being pushed to her physical and mental breaking point. She had gained some powers in the process, and those abilities were also exhausted for the sake of science.

When she was 15, she’d finally escaped, and she’s now on the streets and barely surviving.

Physical conditions: She’s very prone to sensory overloads.
Mental conditions: PTSD, anxiety
Other: She gained heightened senses, a faster healing ability, the ability to levitate, and the ability to create illusions from the experiment she was subject to. She’s especially scared of enclosed spaces, the feeling of being trapped, medical needles or IVs, and medical environments in general. She also has an ongoing habit of self-harm.

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Basic Info

Name: Daniel Fortt
Nicknames (if any): Dan, Neil
Age: 19
Gender and pronouns: Male ; He/him/his

Appearance

Skin tone: White
Height: 5'10"
Weight: 143 lb
Eye color: Brown
Hair color: Dark brown
Hair style: This
Scars: Small scar on his thumb
Other blemishes: N/A
Body type: Appears to have a lean and slender build, given their weight and height
Usual outfit: Dark blue jeans, (Usually) a dark hoodie with a white (Maybe a design on it) t-shirt. Nothing to extravagant.

Personality

Basic personality: Daniel really enjoys a good walk through the park. He is a nice person to be around. When he gets down, he usually tries to keep to himself and (depending on what it is) takes a little while to open up again.
Sexuality: Straight
Talents: Writing, singing, And he dabbles in art!
Background (optional):
Physical conditions:
Mental conditions: N/A
Other: (I'll probably update the backstory soon! Just goin' a bit blank on it.)

@the-void-phantasmic language

Alice was walking through a mostly empty street, her hood pulled over her head and obscuring her face slightly. Her hands were stuffed in her pockets, and she was slouching a bit as she walked, making her look smaller than usual.

Her clothes, hair, and skin had a layer of dirt and grime, as she hadn’t had the opportunity to clean herself up in a while. She could go back to her parents, but she wasn’t sure they would accept her back in her state. And she didn’t mean the fact that she was messy and living on the streets, but rather they would most definitely be scared of her powers. That would mean she would be back to square one regardless, so she never bothered.

She sighed and rubbed her eyes. She was exhausted. But she rarely got any sleep, and today would be no exception. Anywhere that might be populated meant danger if she let her guard down, and she lived in a densely populated city, which added up to zero sleep.

But she did need to sit down. She walked toward a nearby building and leaned against the wall, sliding down to the ground. She hugged her knees to her chest and looked around. Occasionally, someone would walk by, but nobody paid her any mind. And she was completely fine with that.

@JustALostM book

(Crap. Sorry! I got sick over the past few days.)

Daniel's day was a mess. He had woken up late, his car decided to go out. He was forced to use the bus which was rarely reliable, seeming to never really come on time. He had shot a text to his boss, making an excuse that he'd not felt well through the day and couldn't make it to work today. Surprisingly, his boss reached out quick telling Daniel that it was alright that he wouldn't be able to go. Daniel sighed in relief. He had a full day of nothing to do… well, something.

He decided that a nice walk in the park in the morning was nice. He needed to clear his mind after the day before. It had been a bit of a mess as well. He knew a shortcut to the park that he liked to take. It was quiet. One of those nice n' dark alleyway's.

As Daniel walked out of the alleyway, He had noticed someone next to him. Probably a homeless person… He thought, Reaching for his wallet. He took out a ten dollar bill, walked up to the girl and gave a warm smile. "Please, Take this. It really looks like you need something to eat."

@the-void-phantasmic language

(No problem! School’s been kicking me in the ass lately tbh, lol- hope you feel better soon! <3)

Alice hadn’t noticed anybody walking near her until she heard a voice. She flinched back and raised an arm to shield herself, staring at the person with a terrified expression. She only lowered her arm upon seeing the bill in his hand. She stared at him for a few moments longer, unsure of what to do.

As soon as she reached for that bill, she could easily open herself up for an attack. Then again, she was already vulnerable, why would he just wait and lure her nearer with money? She would admit, she desperately needed it. She tilted her head slightly. Neither his expression nor the way he spoke suggested any bad intentions. But that’s the same thing she thought about her former friend, and look how that turned out.

She couldn’t risk it. Instead, she drew further away from the person, shaking slightly. She shook her head at the person, hoping that would deter him.

@JustALostM book

(Thank you! I have been feeling better today! And I get it with school. I had many assignment to do while was home.)

Daniel watched the girl defend herself. He understood that she didn't want to be bothered. That or she was scared. The ladder of the two made more sense seeing how the girl had now began to back up slightly. Daniel looked at her, not being able to get his eyes off here face. He wasn't sure if he was imagining it or not but he thought he saw scars. Very faint but they were there.

"Hey, hey…" He said in a calm voice. "No…" Daniel stopped for a minute. The girl really didn't seem to be up for any conversation at the time. "No need to be scared… I wont…" Daniel thought for a moment. He didn't want to come off as a creep. "I dont want to hurt you." The words came out a little shaky.

(Bit short. I did this to procrastinate on an essay… Time to go back into my homework cave-)

@the-void-phantasmic language

(That’s good! Also, mood on the procrastinating ☠️ I do most of the work like,,, the day before)

Alice bit her lip, rubbing her upper arms slightly, trying to calm herself a bit. Her eyes stayed locked on the person, watching every little movement. Though, she never sustained eye contact for very long. If he was trying to calm her down, he wasn’t doing a good job of it.

She weighed his words for a moment, then shook her head again, more insistently this time.

“How do I know you’re not lying?” Her voice came out far quieter than she had wanted. And a lot shakier, too.

@JustALostM book

Daniel looked at the girl. Clearly, his own little panic wasn't helping in the slightest. He took a deep breath. Why an I getting so worked up? He thought.

He heard the girl mutter words but all he could make out from them were "your not lying?". These words were like bullets to Daniel. He felt bad for the girl. She was just scared. Very, from the looks of it.

"How about this…" He looked at her with a warm smile. "I will go to the shop over there and I'll buy you somthing to eat?" Daniel didn't want to back down. Even if the girl didn't b want to eat, she would have to or something could happen. Daniel didn't allow it.

@the-void-phantasmic language

Alice stayed silent for a long time. She didn’t know why this person would want to help her so badly, if he really was telling the truth. She also didn’t understand why he was being so. . . stubborn. To be fair, she was also being really stubborn. But she had her reasons, of course. Meanwhile the other person’s reasons were unclear to her.

She knew she couldn’t get him to go away anytime soon, so she sighed and nodded reluctantly. “Okay. . .”