forum Back again, time for chaos (oxo w/ Adaras)
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(thought i'd fill this out in case you ever came back on notebook, i never replied and I just wanted to give this a shot if one day you log on again)

Name: Jenestder Glynn
Age: 25
Gender+Pronouns: Male, He/Him
Sexuality: Straight (but I can have him be bisexual for this rp if you want)
Appearance: Jen is 5'8" with sun-kissed skin from working outside under the harsh sun. He has straight fluffy short hair that looks constantly ruffled up and it's not because he does anything to it, it's just that way naturally. Some parts of his hair look darker while other parts look lighter. He's got rich amber eyes, the outside of the iris a black color mixing with the amber color, near the center to the pupil it's more of a rusted orange color.

His usual outfit is loose jogger cargo pants held by a black belt with a casual black t-shirt. For shoes, he'll go for black retro combat boots since he does heavy work in his auto repair shop. He also has black fingerless gloves made of fabric so his hands won't get burned from the heavy metal he has to lift sometimes, especially on hot days.
Personality: Everything that's happened to Jen so far has heavily shaped and impacted Jen's personality. He used to often be very moody, not liking when people touch him without his permission. And although he is considered a very easy person to talk to, because of his free-spirited attitude, he wasn't always like this.
Jen knows his boundaries and won't let anyone pass them, almost to the point of being a closed-off person, not letting anyone know he used to be. Jen is someone who wants to drown his memories and past. If you ask about his history he'll most likely give you a shrug and say "does it matter?".
Jen does, in fact, have depression from his past experiences, he went as far as to want to end his life, and to deal with this he took drugs that would often make him feel "normal", going back to his bouncy cheery nature.
Jen does cry often, sometimes getting PTSD flashbacks of the massacred people on the ground he had to decapitate. Jen heavily regrets everything he did with a passion and it's enough to give him nightmares when he sleeps. Other than this he seems pretty chill and nonchalant most of the time, though melancholy gets the best of him. Jen is friendly and open to people he thinks are mature, but often being an asshole to people who he dislikes.

A little secret about Jen is that he has a weak spot for troubled kids, oftentimes taking in kids who have been abandoned or neglected by their parents and acting the part himself until they can fend for themselves. An example of this is Kohen, a kid who bullies others based on their sexual orientation. With Jen's help, he learned that he himself was gay, and turns out he was acting the way he was because he didn't want to acknowledge that part of himself as his parents would disown him, which they eventually did but Jen let Kohen stay in his cafe on an old mattress, tending to the injuries he had received from his father for coming out.
Background: Jen was born to a poor family in El Salvador, where at the time, the conditions were rocky with the government. The president took almost all of the country's money and spent it for himself, leaving the country in misery to fend for itself.
Jen's parents struggled to feed Jen and his siblings, even themselves. Around this time there was a war going on between the so-called government and a guerrilla group that opposed the president, demanding to be given more resources and money so that the people would not die of the poor starving conditions. The guerilla would go around recruiting kids and teenagers to fight in the cause, but their way of fighting back was unethical. They revolted and killed their own people in protests. Jen was recruited at the age of nine, that also being the age when he first started killing people of his own race. He was taught many things as a kid, like how to fight, how to handle a gun, and clever war schemes. He learned to build things from what little they had and how to fix broken things that could be salvageable.
At this particular time when war broke out where Jen and his family lived, some of the soldiers of the government would take advantage of the situation and confusion, abducting small kids. Some would raise them as their own kids while others would be sold to lucrative illegal adoption networks, some weren't even as lucky as this- getting raped or even killed. Seeing this, Jen's family decided to move to a better place, somewhere they would have a better life. America.

They took the risk of fleeing to the united states, taking Jen with them, although the guerrilla did not permit members to leave the organization. It would have meant torture as a punishment or even death if they would have stayed in El Salvador after that.
Jen's family ended up successfully making a home of their own in America and working hard to eat. Although the situation was tough, it was better than being back in Jen's home country. But the relief and happiness didn't last long. Police officers caught Jen's parents and brothers and deported them back to El Salvador. Jen wasn't with his family at the time, having to run an errand at the grocery store for his parents. When he came back to the empty and messy house, like someone had struggled to get away from something, he panicked.
Not knowing what happened to his family, he left and lived on the streets for some time, starving some days and getting beat up by others. People would look at him with disdain as they passed the dirty Hispanic begging for food on the street.

Almost a year passed like this and it wasn't until he hit fourteen years old that he was rescued from the streets by a guy named Vincent, he was thirty-five at the time. He was a guy that smoked, someone who used to be a soldier for the government, soon changing paths to become a hitman on the down-low. All of the death changed him, becoming someone who could give zero shits about anything, it was written all over his face.
He took pity on Jen and took him in, raising him as best as he could. He taught Jen how to handle a sniper gun, Jen mastering it in a year, taking on jobs Vince gave him. Not only did this help Jen live and earn his own money, but it changed Vince as well, helping him find something to live for and care for, a missing emotion he wasn't sure he had. Sympathy.
Jen lived comfortably and protected all the way through his middle and high school years, working alongside Vincent as a hitman as well. It wasn't until later that Jen would start working in a cafe, deciding that being a hitman just wasn't something he wanted to do after Vince died.
Other: One thing that he's embarrassed about is the fact that he has to wear clips in his hair to keep it from falling in front of his face while he's working.

@Desvelarse pets

HI LMAO yeah it has been omfg. I randomly thought about this site and decided to pop back on and see if i can get back into stuff possibly?? Did not think I would hear back from anyone though LMFAO

@Dayzed forum

LMFAO JBSDGF i kinda went through a name change since the last time you saw me 💀 but duuude it's so nice to see you again !!
and absolutely definitely! you should get back into writing, I think it would be really cool!

and yeah, a lotta people have left the site, or pop in now and again- I'm been a bit spotty myself haha

@Desvelarse pets

Yeah that's what it seems like whenever I have popped in, I'm guilty of being so spotty myself LMAO. It's so good to see you again too though! Are you doing writing stuff on this site or what?

@Dayzed forum

:DD
and yeah, still here in my little corner writing my time away haha
recently I've taken a step back from rping cause well, mental health is a bitch sometimes, but I'm around answering to other things that aren't rping for now- just thought I could take a smol break since things have been a bit tiring as of late

how've you been tho??

@Desvelarse pets

I completely get that, writing can be so draining for the brain. I've been pretty good, my job is going awesome, became a manager recently, as well as I have an apartment now and the cutest pittie puppy ever

how about yourself???

@Dayzed forum

!!!
you're living the dream omggg, i envy >:(( /j

oh and uhm sweats nervously listen, I may not have gotten to achieve some of my goals this year and while it's a bit disheartening and crushes the soul a little, I think maybe next year will be better ? I'm not sure, but I really hope I get more things done this following year :))
mentally and physically I've been deteriorating LMAO
it's not really that funny, but I gotta cope somehow lol but yeah, just being going through it these past few weeks, but things will be okay- I'll figure something out ^^

@Desvelarse pets

Of course! I definitely think I will, or at least try to stay in better contact with ppl through either here or discord possibly since it's a mobile app that I can get notifs on. What about you??

@Dayzed forum

yay !! 🎉🎉

oh definitely, i'm like superglued to this site 💀 I've found a lot of good friends here and I'm very fond of it :)) you'll see me around for sure and I think next month I'm gonna get back on track with rps (after I get my meds cause man, it's been a bit of a pain)
also !! i have discord if you wanna add me maybe? :D (I'm not sure if we have already? i have a horrible memory help)

@Desvelarse pets

That's good that you have found some ppl on here!! And omg I felt that meds thing so much LMFAO
I dont think we have added each other but yeah I can add you there!!