forum Anyone on during school? (one on one, Gay or Lesbian)(Closed)

Started October 25, 2019 by Deleted user

tune

Edit topic

"Well, it's not like you'll get launched to the other side of the world," he chuckled. "It'll just mean our pact is released and your free. Doesn't mean you can't be with me," Sebastian started to kiss Evan's neck.

He gasped and lifted his head up,then pushed you away. "D-due to my past I don't have sex until I trust the person."

"I was just kissing you. I would ask before having sex with you. I will never cross that line without your consent. So, waist up?" he asked moving closer.

He shook his head no. "Just…take it slow. The last relationship I was in was highly abusive which is why I fought you so much. I haven't dated in 2 years. Had to do a lot of healing. Get my strength back so…just light kisses and holding…if that's okay."

"That's fine with me," he smiled and pulled Evan close to his chest kissing his head. "If you were so abused so much why do you talk about sex a lot?"

"I don't. Not really. It's just a part of life I guess and I think that…having cowardice is denying myself strength. In all areas." He shrugs as he cuddles in.

"It's okay to be afraid you know. I'm afraid of things. The more you run away the more those fears the more they grow. You have to face your fears. Sounds silly if you're scared of being scared," he smiled softly closing his eyes.

"I'm not scared of….shut up." He turned away all angry and pouty as he glowered. "Look. I've lived through a lot and faced my fears. I've sent all of the abusers to jail. Including my father." He mumbled quietly. "And the stage has helped me find confidence. It's why I took an interest in makeup."

He pulled Evan back. "You're still scared of something. Behind the hard shell of yours deep down you're scared of something. Whether you think it's there or not," Sebastian held him close.

"Abandonment. Me and Evelyn have had that fear since we were little." He turned back around and cuddles back into him. "But how does one face THAT fear? It's irrational anyways. The people I consider closest to me will never leave,and I hope someday I'll find the love of my life."

"Once you trust someone enough you'll know that you can be open with them enough and they won't leave you. I can tell you this much though. Learn to trust me okay?"

"As long as you're a good teacher then with time,I'll learn." He nods and kisses you softly.

"I'll be the best teacher ever," he mumbled against Evan's lips.

He blushed as he pulled away. "I like you better gentle and loving." He said quietly.

"Then that's what I'll be from now on," he grinned rolling Evan on top of his chest.

Evan squeaked and grinned, curling up onto your chest. "Your so waaarm." He purred.

"I know," he chuckled. "I'm going to take a nap. Wake me up when it's dinner time." Sebastian had fallen asleed after those words cam out his mouth.

He sighed and got up,then headed out the door. He came back with fresh ingredients and began to cook a chicken parmesan with 2 kinds of cheese. Everything was being freshly cooked and made. Well as fresh as he could get it. He hummed to himself as he worked.

Sebastian managed to wrapp himself in the sheet and roll onto the floor. He still wasn't awake.

Evan sighed as he kept cooking, and eventually walked over and shook you awake. "Hey…food is ready."

"mmmm~" he hummed with his eyes still closed.

He nudged you with his foot. "Fine. No hot dinner." He walks away.

"The only hot dinner I'll eat is you," he yelled before rolling over.

"Ha! You wish." He said as he served up the food, and poured them each a glass of milk.

"I know that why I said it," he got up from the floor walking over. "Thank you or the food looks delicious."