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yepppp, you saw my instagram izzy. i forgot they can see it to???
yepppp, you saw my instagram izzy. i forgot they can see it to???
So far this is really good! And while I do enjoy where the story is going, I'd like to point out one thing– at varying places in the writing, it switches to second person, as such: "He looks at Cale." However, it quickly switches back to third person, as such: "Cale jabbed a thumb towards the girl who lingered behind near the door." Sorry, it kinda bugs me.
It's a first rough draft, so there's bound to be mistakes…. Here's a playlist that kinda accompanies it!
#Wale4ever
wale is life ahhhhh
thankyou sy for doing this to me aha
(fuck, shot time)
I see, okay.
And Nia…
oh…
I'm sorry about that…
also, who can see it?
So far, me, my co-writer, Nia, you, and anyone else that clicks the link.
@insanity You're walecome! Lol
Sorry I wasn't talking to to you for that last part Sy aha
I probably should've made it clear.
everyone that follows me can see it including ruby’s parents and ahhhhhhh
Sorry I wasn't talking to to you for that last part Sy aha
I probably should've made it clear.
Oh…. My bad. Lol
that's fine sy
oh no…
isn't it possible to block ruby's parents though?
tried but it was too late
Oh, welcome aboard the S.S. Wale, Izzy!!!!! 💖
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Oh, welcome aboard the S.S. Wale, Izzy!!!!! 💖
Aha thanks
Might Delete my Notebook account…
oh baby,,, tell me whats going on?
Oh no! Why?
All this damn shit happening with school…..it's not helping the fact that im starting to feel like i kind of don't belong anywhere…most of my friends are leaving me because of how my brain has been working……it's scary as fuck seeing them look at me with such disgust….then….then there's the RUMORS…..saying that im a pedifile and i will touch every girl im friends with……and that i'll end up killing people………also some saying that im just a fake…no one wants to even talk to me….plus im even losing friends on here……i just don't know how much more pf this i can take….
baby,,, let's talk this out okay?
WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO DO HERE???…LIKE I COULD DISAPPEAR AND NO ONE AT SCHOOL WOULD NOTICE………
okay,,, i understand you are in pain,,, but please… just….
i just fucking can't do this shit anymore……im sorry for all the damage i've caused……have a nice night……….
jake,,, you haven't done anything wrong…
Jake, please! You're a great person. You haven't caused any damage.
jake (and luna),
let me start this off by saying how much you're wanted on notebook. and no, i'm just saying that. nor am i saying that now, because you're feeling absolutely terrible. no, we're probably not ever going to completely understand what you're going through. however, you do have a place in this world. you do have friends here.
and… because i feel this is necessary, i'm going to tell you what i told nia. life is cruel. we both know that. and… i like to think of Life as a person. Life has mood swings. violent, rapid mood swings. when Life is down, he takes it out on us. but he isn't all-powerful, so he can only take it out on some of us. right now, we've all been given a quest. it's been ongoing since birth. now, i know that isn't the best comparison, but it works well enough. what is this quest you speak of, you ask? well, it's a quest to survive. to survive in this cold, unforgiving environment we were thrust into at birth. and this quest hasn't been easy. it's never been. but it's getting harder, and we, all of us, we all need to figure out how to navigate the maze that's become our life. the maze, that not only seems to extend in all directions for miles and miles, it is filled with traps and obstacles and holes, with varying depths.
the holes. let me talk about the holes for a quick minute. Life… likes to dig holes. a lot. and they aren't fair. sometimes, he digs shallow holes, ones that require barely any effort to climb out of. other times, he digs deep holes. holes that you can't see the bottom of from the surface. sometimes, it seems as if Life favors others over us. gives riches and money and tips and tricks on how to advance further on our quest to others around you, as if to taunt you. but it is okay. you are you. and every. single. one. of. you. is. a. special. bean. and don't any of you ever forget that. sometimes we fall into the holes. i know what it feels like. well, at least what it felt like for me. it's different for different people, because the situation varies from person to person. but hope is not lost. you can do it. you've fallen into the hole, now climb and fight your way out of the hole! you are capable of this. every single one of you is capable of climbing out of even the deepest, darkest, and most horrid hole. but not many make it out of such a hole. and you know why? because climbing out of those holes requires strength, faith, and the knowledge that you are loved. these holes test you, they push you to your limits, and beyond them. many give up before they make it to the top, thinking that they can't make it.
and that's the way with Life. only Life is much harsher, tougher, more strict, chaotic, unpredictable. jake- okay, i'm going to take the time to address luna in this paragraph. i get the feeling that you're still in there. right? i know, you only meant the best. the best for the world. but… while you had good intentions, you weren't seeing the whole situation. and it wasn't your fault, either. Life refused to let you see beyond what he wanted you to see. he wanted to cause chaos, and hatred, and misunderstanding. it's okay. i understand. and i forgive you. yes, i did once hate you for what you did to jake, but i came to understand your reasoning, and while i don't completely agree with the reasons, i understand. l-let's get back to what i came here to write this for, yeah? okay.
yes. Life is tough. he likes things his way, and only his way. but together? we, as a whole, are so much stronger than Life. and that's part of the reason why he tries to tear us apart so much. but you can keep it together! you can do this. i believe in you. we believe in you. the only reason why this world hasn't fallen apart into chaos is because of love and friendship. those are what prevent Life from tearing us all, all of us apart and turning us into lone hermits, growing up and growing old alone. and i believe Life has nearly succeeded, if he hasn't already with you. he has made you believe that you are alone, and that your time in this world has ended. but that isn't the case. do not listen to the lies that Life is feeding you, and i know it's going to be hard to separate the lies from the truth. but if you need help? come to us, come to us to ask for help. we will be there, no matter what it is you need, we'll try our hardest to help you, okay?
that is all, thank you for reading all of this, if you did make it to the end, and… yeah. that's it.
with much love,
izzy <3
The fact that you ask for help demonstrates that you're strong and brave enough to fight back. There's many people on here from many walks in life. Each and everyone of us has experienced numerous things in our lives, no matter how long we've been alive. You can find that some people may know exactly what you're going through; people can sympathize abd empathize with one another's situations.
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