forum Verum Family (All Are Welcome In This Household.)

Started September 24, 2019 by Deleted user

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Hyello! I'm Absurd and I'm just a normal Ohioan! (Dealing with mental issues, but aren't we all?) I'm probably one of the most selfless (and awkward) people you'll meet… :P

I doubt you're selfish.

Hyello! I'm Absurd and I'm just a normal Ohioan! (Dealing with mental issues, but aren't we all?) I'm probably one of the most selfless (and awkward) people you'll meet… :P

Hi I also live in Ohio okay bye

I doubt you're selfish.

I can't read. It said selfless, and I thought that it said selfish. Disregard it. I can't English today.

-sits in corner and watches-

I think I'll join you
squishes in beside you

Back hiding in corner _hi…

Hey @Awkwardness!! How's it going?

peeks out of corner _good…

Hides in corner again _hello…?

Sigh, I guess it's time for advice…

~TRIGGER WARNING (Kinda)~

As I may have said, I am selfless…extremely selfless. Like, "I care more about other people than I do myself." And…I've taken that to an extreme, and I'm depressed and thinking suicidal thoughts. (Don't worry, I've talked to my parents and school counselor about it.) I have also… harmed myself. I do not like hospitals and therapists, so I'm in a downwards spiral of despair and hate, I don't know what I want for myself anymore because I want to please everyone. I'm just surviving one day after another, which seems to be working out. I don't want to give anyone the burden of death, especially family and friends.

I feel the same way and I get that but you have to remember that there are people that care about you as well. Think of one person and live for them.

Currently, I'm living day to day, and taking the time to enjoy talking to people, and smelling the roses. Take it one day at a time, and enjoy the smallest things.