Aww baby.. I’m sorry
It's alright. Well, sorta. At least it's not present day. So that's a plus.
Yeah I guess so.. my year was 2016 for that shit. Never again..
Ahh. If I could just pick and pull years from my life to erase, that'd be great.
Or perhaps just getting a do-over on some of them.
I'd like a do-over on everything leading up to middle school. I think if that could happen I'd have a much more likable or at least agreeable personality.
If I'd gotten a do-over on some of my years, I probably wouldn't be sitting around writing over-emotional poetry while sitting in my bed smelling like soap and sadness.
At this point it's whatever. I've wanted to have a boyish haircut for a while lmfaoMy hair used to be down to my waist. I donated 18 inches to Wigs for Kids. Right now its of medium shaggy length.
How did you manage to grow your hair out that long???? I could never no matter how hard I tried. I just,,,, hjnfkgj needed to cut my hair short
My hair grows fast. I swear its on freaking Miracle-Grow! Lol When I decided to grow it out for donating it life threw me a sign that I had made the right choice. A family member was diagnosed with Leukemia (still with us), and a yr later another was diagnosed with colon cancer (also still around and both are strong and healthy).
Lee's already seen what I looked like when I had all that hair! https://www.notebook.ai/plan/characters/902645#
If I'd gotten a do-over on some of my years, I probably wouldn't be sitting around writing over-emotional poetry while sitting in my bed smelling like soap and sadness.
I hope you aren't implying smelling like soap is a bad thing
If I could redo 2014 to 2017 then that would be great.. I’d do so many things differently, befriend different people at the right time. I’d work harder in school so I wouldn’t feel like so much of a failure now.
I’d learn to stick up for myself, so no one could touch me again
If I'd gotten a do-over on some of my years, I probably wouldn't be sitting around writing over-emotional poetry while sitting in my bed smelling like soap and sadness.
I hope you aren't implying smelling like soap is a bad thing
No. No, I'm not. Why would I be?
At this point it's whatever. I've wanted to have a boyish haircut for a while lmfaoMy hair used to be down to my waist. I donated 18 inches to Wigs for Kids. Right now its of medium shaggy length.
How did you manage to grow your hair out that long???? I could never no matter how hard I tried. I just,,,, hjnfkgj needed to cut my hair short
My hair grows fast. I swear its on freaking Miracle-Grow! Lol When I decided to grow it out for donating it life threw me a sign that I had made the right choice. A family member was diagnosed with Leukemia (still with us), and a yr later another was diagnosed with colon cancer (also still around and both are strong and healthy).
Lee's already seen what I looked like when I had all that hair! https://www.notebook.ai/plan/characters/902645#
That's nice that you grew it out to donate! I've considered doing so before but I can never grow it out long enough to do so.
If I could redo 2014 to 2017 then that would be great.. I’d do so many things differently, befriend different people at the right time. I’d work harder in school so I wouldn’t feel like so much of a failure now.
I’d learn to stick up for myself, so no one could touch me again
Same, honestly. Those had to be the worst four years of my life.
If I'd gotten a do-over on some of my years, I probably wouldn't be sitting around writing over-emotional poetry while sitting in my bed smelling like soap and sadness.
I hope you aren't implying smelling like soap is a bad thing
No. No, I'm not. Why would I be?
IDK man you just sound awfully regretful about smelling like soap and sadness. Try smelling like dogs half the time. Courtesy of a long-haired Siberian husky and lab mix ofc
There isn't much I'd like to have a redo on. After all, without everything that I've been through, I likely wouldn't be who I am today. I'd definitely try to spend more time with the loved ones that I've lost.
If I could redo 2014 to 2017 then that would be great.. I’d do so many things differently, befriend different people at the right time. I’d work harder in school so I wouldn’t feel like so much of a failure now.
I’d learn to stick up for myself, so no one could touch me againSame, honestly. Those had to be the worst four years of my life.
The only decent things that happened in those years were the performances I was part of, and I met my current boyfriend in 2015
I need to go..I feel a panic attack coming
There isn't much I'd like to have a redo on. After all, without everything that I've been through, I likely wouldn't be who I am today. I'd definitely try to spend more time with the loved ones that I've lost.
I'd try to spend more time with loved ones in general. My family has never been super close.
I can't really think of anything decent that happened within those years. They've either faded, or are bad memories. Though there has to be something good within them. I just don't remember it.
I need to go..I feel a panic attack coming
Alright, bye. I hope you feel better soon.
I need to go..I feel a panic attack coming
Of course, take care of yourself, lovely.
At this point it's whatever. I've wanted to have a boyish haircut for a while lmfaoMy hair used to be down to my waist. I donated 18 inches to Wigs for Kids. Right now its of medium shaggy length.
How did you manage to grow your hair out that long???? I could never no matter how hard I tried. I just,,,, hjnfkgj needed to cut my hair short
My hair grows fast. I swear its on freaking Miracle-Grow! Lol When I decided to grow it out for donating it life threw me a sign that I had made the right choice. A family member was diagnosed with Leukemia (still with us), and a yr later another was diagnosed with colon cancer (also still around and both are strong and healthy).
Lee's already seen what I looked like when I had all that hair! https://www.notebook.ai/plan/characters/902645#
That's nice that you grew it out to donate! I've considered doing so before but I can never grow it out long enough to do so.
Donation length is 10 inches or longer. I recommend donating to the same organization that I did, as they don't make people pay for their wigs.
After all, without everything that I've been through, I likely wouldn't be who I am today.
Precisely why I want to redo years. So that I'm not who I am now.
I need to go..I feel a panic attack coming
Take care of yourself Lee. 😊
My whole thing about redoing years is that half of it still wouldn't change because the brain things I brought up yesterday.
I really want to go through with what I wrote a poem about. But, alas, I'm a fucking coward.
Mmm felt that. If I went through with half of what I thought/wrote about a lot of lives would be easier.
After all, without everything that I've been through, I likely wouldn't be who I am today.
Precisely why I want to redo years. So that I'm not who I am now.
I mean are there things that I don't like about myself? Absolutely (looking at you nail-biting habit that I've been working on quiting for more than a few years now and other things that I'm not gonna mention). For the most part I like myself as I am.