I feel like I'm being really dramatic but also uh I need to rant and quite frankly, I'm embarrassed to do it on my main account. I just feel really sad all the time but also really ashamed that I'm sad, because by all accounts I should be happy. I'm also really stressed and losing sleep and school is just….school. ( a living hell?)
I just needed to get that out there and I'm really sorry if anyone actually read this. I'll provide the bleach for your eyes, if needed.
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hellooo you gets my attention
And i understand what you mean by you feel you should be happy but youre just not
yeah. I just, everything is stressful (like, losing sleep, chewing nails stressful) and everyone keeps telling me!!!! It’s!!! My fault!!!!! And yeah I guess in a way it could be but I’m just a kid, you know??
And I feel so freaking mad at myself because I have it pretty good. I live in America (freedom and all that) and we’re middle class, I just. .. i’m Always angry or upset and and I hate it hate it hate it.
sigh. Please ignore me, just some entitled ass here feeling all sorry for themselves.
dude it's okay.. i have a similar situation. And it is NOT your fault, I promise. If you ever want, rant to me. I can't say I'll give good advice, but i will listen
I think that everyone has a right to be sad. Bad things happen whether others consider it to be a big deal or not, and that really doesn't matter. A lot of my friends call me sensitive, but they don't know that I'm actually going through a lot and I like being in touch with my and other peoples emotions. But sometimes you don't even have to be going through something to be sad if that makes sense. . . IDK just thought I would put that out there :) and btw I hope you feel better
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SAME MY DUDE! SAME! I'M PARANOID THAT EVERYONE HATES ME EVEN THOUGH I'M PRETTY SURE THAT'S NOT TRUE! IT SUCKS!
Ikr that is always a thought running through the back of my mind. . . honestly I've blocked some people out because of it.
I'm super paranoid about everything. Like I gave my friend a present for her bday and i was sooo paranoid that she'd hate it despite me making sure it would be her type of thing. And i feel like im annoying a lot and just ugghhh. Yea people are allowed to be sad but others cough family cough blow it out of perspective saying that it's not that big of a deal. Like yes I know that which is why I feel like trash for thinking its a problem.
yep
I am a total worry-wart. Like in the city, I hate walkijg around on my own without someone becase 1) I don’t have a phone (courtesy my parents) and 2) I’m super paranoid about getting harrased, raped, etc. I have no idea where this comes from tbh…
But I feel you. I’m in the same standing and my family nust blows it off.
bumping this up because I crave attention and validity!!!
SAME MY DUDE! SAME! I'M PARANOID THAT EVERYONE HATES ME EVEN THOUGH I'M PRETTY SURE THAT'S NOT TRUE! IT SUCKS!
Ugh same. And I always feel like an embarrassment, or a burden, or just a problem.
it probably doesn’t help that my mom treats me like all those things sometimes but ah, what can you do.