Hey, it was just a suck-y day for me and if anyone would like to share about their days too I would love to talk to you right now. Or if you wanna talk about something happier, that's good too. Right now, I'll talk about anything.
Hello, i can help. ^~^ (even though i feel like shit)
I’ve been neglected by my friends for awhile. Today was the last straw for me. I dunno about you guys, but everything is starting to go wrong. What’s going on with you guys? What’s wrong?
Well… depression i guess…
I'm in a relationship with someone my parents wont approve of and i have to hide it from them… or else they'll force me away from him…
I’ve been neglected by my friends for awhile. Today was the last straw for me. I dunno about you guys, but everything is starting to go wrong. What’s going on with you guys? What’s wrong?
My depression is getting worse, I'm taking it out on my section in band and they all basically hate me now. All I ever do is screw up. I'm trying really hard to not have another panic attack right now. My bullies made sure to remind me that I don't belong here and that I should just kill myself because no one really cares about me. My friends are mad at me because I left right after school because I couldn't stand being there for any longer than I had to be. I was told that I'm a piece of sh*t by my parents today and that I should just quit playing music if I'm going to refuse to practice (which I don't actually do) because I'm not getting any better and it's just a waste of money now.
I just feel like such a waste of time and space. I'm even more useless than a broken, white crayon.
Let me tell you one thing. You're not useless, you're not a waste of time and space, there is someone in this world that cares about you. It might be someone at your school, someone on here, hell, it might be me. Or it might be someone that you only talked to once, someone in this world cares about you. And I care about you too with that person.
I just wanted to say that bc ik what if feels like when you think you're a waste of time and space.
@"Jump_suit_cover_me(It's_MK)"
In "The Crayon Song Gets Ruined", the white crayon lasts the longest against the black crayon. You're not a waste of space.
Thanks guys, it's just been difficult lately. I've been in and out of the hospital and now I've been told I won't be leaving for a while. It helps to talk to someone about it besides the people from school who tell me the same thing over and over.
Oh boy, MK.
I'll be praying for you. Remember that you WILL get through this
I'm not really sure if I will. It's my heart that's failing. I'm being put on a transplant list now, but even still, there's a lot that could go wrong between now and then, in the surgery, and after the surgery.
MK I'll pray for you if you want. I hope you get better bb!!!
I just told my school counseler about me thinking that i have Schizophrenia, she says that from what i explaned to her that i most likely do
Okay so I have some news, I have been released from the hospital because I didn't want to miss any more school and so I'm doing better now, I just have to be really careful not to overexert myself, especially in marching band right now. But for now I'm doing better, I'm still on a transplant list, but the doctor's aren't as concerned about my heart as before. I will still have the surgery when a heart comes in for me, but as of right now I am back in school and out of the hospital. Just thought I'd let you guys know :)
Thats great!!!!!! I will ALWAYS be here if any of y’all wanna talk
YES BB I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!!!
I still have to have regular checks every other day after school, but at least I don't have to stay there anymore. I'm so happy to be back home and able to leave my room. :D
Yaaay im so happy for you!!!