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@remarkab.le

Oh and quick rant: so I play varsity soccer and run track for my school at the same time, frankly im exhausted. i played terrible today but everyone is telling me i did good. I did not. My ankle still hasnt healed from when i injured it in january. I have to run a certain time to get to college, and I don't think that's going to happen based on what's going on recently. I'm worse than I was last year and my family doesn't think im trying and that im just making excuses but I don't want to get hurt again. Especially when this one isn't healed yet and if i tell them that they'll just call me a baby and that i'm making more excuses. All I want is to run fast and well and succeed in life but i can't do it. I don't know why but i cant

@Turzelle

The suffix “philia” or “phile”, means love of (opposite of phobia, or fear of)
Epistemophobia is the fear of knowledge, while epistemophilia is the love of it.

And about your situation, have you told your coach(es)? Are you icing your ankles?

@Firebrand

@remarkab.le hey kid, i was in the same situation. family thought i wasn't trying and the opposite from my team, just keep doing your best and keep your mind on what your team is telling you and not your family. they can't see the player you know you can be, just keep trying and work hard and soon the injury will heal and you'll play even better.

if that didn't make sense it's because i did this while half asleep and thought that was bullshit so… : /

@remarkab.le

My dad's my coach for track just fyi. It's fine. I'm gonna ask to go to the doctor and I have been icing don't worry. The main thing that bothers me is when people automatically assume they know what your thinking and how hard your trying at something. Cause they don't know, it's not their brain and if it doesn't meet their standard they just automatically say you aren't trying and it suckkkksssss cause it's my brain, if you want to know whats going on inside of it, be a stranger on the internet or ask me! and if i tell you whats going on and you say "No that's not it, that's an excuse. You aren't trying" or whatever then I automatically assume you are and evil bitch that needs to get some common sense and be nice to people around yuou

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I am officially leaving this chat (just because I don't have a place here anymore lol)

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And I'm trying to cut down how much time I'm on the internet. Also going through a lot of bad stuff rn lol you guys wouldn't want to deal with me when I get like this

@Firebrand

jen and raven we all want to help, talk to us if you need to or hell if you just want to make conversation. and believe me when i say what ever you guys are going through you can get through it. no matter how long it takes we will all support you every step of the way.