@houdini
I was kinda working on a song/poetry thing, and though I'm not really a fan of it, I want to share it because idk, I just do. Even if it's unconnected and has a stupid, copious amount of rhymes.
So don't like, claim it's yours plz, if you happen to like it or whatever. Maybe I'll do something with it one day.
Dropout:
I'm tired of making the same mistakes
Of being scared my dream will go to waste
Wanna write a song but don't know where to start
Feeling like a failure when I try to make my art
I've always like poetry, but songs are kinda different
I wanna keep on trying but I'm feeling oh-so freaking spent
Maybe if I dropout of school I'd have the time
But even then, in terms of money, I still won't have a dime
I wanna be a dropout
I wanna be a dropout
I wanna be a dropout
But I can't
'Cause I
Still worry 'bout my GPA
I swear that teacher hates me
I really need a break
My homework is missing
The seniors are kissing
Classmates are dissing
And I just wanna (die–)
I wanna be a dropout
I wanna be a dropout
I wanna be a dropout
I'm out
Of my mind
Everyone always thinks I'm so kind
But that's not true at all, and if you look you'll find
I'm really codependent, and even though I say I'm fine
I really just want to (die–)
'Cause I'm scared of disapointing
And school is too controlling
I wanna run away
But mom and dad want me to stay
I'm told there's more to life
Than just plain worry and strife
I need to kneel and pray
Devil tells me not today
Wanna put a gun to my head
Guess instead I'll go to bed
I wanna be a dropout
I wanna be a dropout
I wanna be a dropout
But I can't
I wanna be a dropout
I wanna be a dropout
(I wanna be a dropout)
