We were best friends since 5th grade until 2018, I’ll spare you the details of why we don’t talk anymore. Last night however, I had a dream about her. I can’t remember the details, but I remember her getting on her knees and bowing to me as if she were apologizing. Does anyone know what this means?
i’m no expert but i think your self conscious wants to be friends with her again, but you don’t think you’re in the wrong so you want her to apologize
That’s interesting, but I think it’s the other way around haha. All I know is that the whole ordeal made me reminiscent & solemn.
oh well i’m sorry, but i hope you figure it out!
I know how that feels.
i’m no expert but i think your self conscious wants to be friends with her again, but you don’t think you’re in the wrong so you want her to apologize
*Sub, but I agree
I loved her so much, we always had fun together. We’d make eachother laugh so hard we had tears in our eyes. (Like a good heartfelt laugh) She was like a sister to me, and she knew that as a sister you would do anything to help each other out and I did. For instance buying her chips at the concession, getting her a prom dress & ticket, or just genuinely counseling her on her problems. (The list goes on and on) It was like I was carrying her burdens—so she wouldn’t have to and whenever I picked up one, another one popped up. It got to the point where she did something so ill-considered I cut off all my friends. My heart was broken and in so much pain that I just let her go.
aww im sorry hon that sounds awful
It was, but then again I don’t think anyone could end a 9 year friendship and not
feel something afterwards haha. It was a tough time, I remember after cutting off all my friends the only emotions I could feel afterwards were heartache and despondency. It probably would’ve stayed that way too if not for my Grandpa. I didn’t really see him much but by random chance (or in the nick of time) he called for my sister and I to come over and visit him. He took my nana, sister, and I to go pick blueberries from my cousin’s garden far away from town. Idk what it was but picking those blueberries made me feel serene and tranquil. It really cleared my mind and helped my heart to mend. It’s one of my best memories! ☺️ Here’s some photos from then.
well i’m glad you have someone in your life that can make you feel better
Aww, thank you. ^^
I think that the dream was just reflecting what you already know; you miss her and the relationship that the two of you had.
It could be, but I also remember (and this might sound weird) we shared dreams back when we were friends. Maybe it happened again?
that could be a possibility, there are some psychological studies that show that if two people are thinking about each other a lot, they can share dreams
Wow! I’ve never actually looked into it, but hearing this makes it so surreal. Then maybe that really was her? Idk, that sounds so weird and I hadn’t thought about her for a good span. Maybe she had me on mind? Haha
its a possibility
May I suggest reaching out to her?
The lesson I learned from our relationship is that you can’t help a person who doesn’t want to help themself. She didn’t have faith that things could change for her, and wanted me to be the burden bearer of all her problems. I’d given her solution after solution, and tried my best to help. (But I’m only human) If I reached out, I know she’d want us to be friends again so I could resume that “role”. So no lol
Understandable.