forum Come Together and Connect (Any Topic Is Fair Game)

Started January 30, 2020 by @ElderGod-Winter-The-Renegade-Legionnaire book

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good i guess so far

Well that's good to hear!

Greetings all! :}

Salutations!

Call. There's no need to feel like you're being overprotective. If you're worried, tell him. He's your bf, and I bet when you call, he's going to be relieved. Or at the very least, appreciative that you called to check in on him.

If he doesn't show up again, I'll try to call tonight.

He's back! And he was laughing and talking about literally one of his classes is just playing Minecraft.

Is immensely relieved

awwwww that's good to hear!

Meanwhile… It's snowing in South Carolina! It's my first snowfall since I moved from Alaska, and it's like seeing an old friend again!

Congrats to snow! I haven't seen snow in three years thanks to the world's new seasonal crisis, so I'd bet it's something special!!

feels like I'm slowly dying

Oof

They called school! I'm headed home!!!

Wooo! Have fun!

Oh I am so happy Elias has called me and we danced out in the snow. No one knows how much seeing snow means to me, besides him.

aww~

I literally can't contain my excitement. I just hope it sticks. That would make me cry from so many feelings that are all good.

Awww, that's so sweet!

Guys, could you comment in this for me, please?

Sure

I would but poetry's not my forte unfortunately

Even if you just want to read it as a casual reader and comment on it, feel free!

Okay, so have any of you wanted something so bad, that it physically hurts, amd it makes you feel sick when someone else is given it, without working for it? Believe me, I have worked my ass off trying to get to Nationals for a rifle competition, trying to make my coach happy, and I have had the highest scores, and here I am, a junior, getting passed up for a freshman, all because I play a sport, and because rifle isn't a "priority". Listen. I try to balance a job, a social life, sports, rifle, homework, family and friends, sleep, and problems, and now he tells me that I can't go because I want to play a sport. I have problems beyond what most people can understand, I'm always happy, and I try to be the light for others, but it's so hard when you don't want to or you don't feel like you're shining. Priorities are for people who have time. I never have enough time. I'm struggling to stay afloat, just for the sake of other people. I'm just a bridge, and people walk over me, when I'm the only thing that helps them. What's gonna happen when the bridge decides to fall? Who's gonna be around to help you then? Not me. I'm gonna be at the bottom of a ravine, broken and shattered far beyond what someone can fix. I'm not gonna die, but I think it's time for me to finally turn my back on the world that had its back turned on me. Here, I'll try to stay the way I've always been. But in real life, I can't afford to be kind to a world that's never going to love me back, unless I have money and fame. There's still hope for certain people. If you're kind to me, it will all be repaid beyond measure. If kindness isn't what's offered, don't expect me to stop. I no longer have time. Notebook is a haven for me. A place to be myself. I can no longer be who I really am, in a real world. It's just me, versus people who couldn't have cared less…