I was like… you know what's a good word?
crush/crushed
it just sounds nice
like
crushed velvet
crushed curls (which I was thinking about bc I had some v nice natural curls yesterday but I knew sleeping on them would mess them up)
crushes
and like
now I realize
crush also means to like squeeze really hard
Google says…. "deform, pulverize, or force inwards by compressing forcefully."
so like… not actually that nice of a word???
Once I woke up at three am and was absolutely convinced that I was going to die my entire head purple the next morning. Not just my hair, my whole head. At the time it made perfect sense. I went back to sleep and did NOT follow through the next morning.
I was like… you know what's a good word?
crush/crushed
it just sounds nice
like
crushed velvet
crushed curls (which I was thinking about bc I had some v nice natural curls yesterday but I knew sleeping on them would mess them up)
crushes
and like
now I realize
crush also means to like squeeze really hard
Google says…. "deform, pulverize, or force inwards by compressing forcefully."
so like… not actually that nice of a word???
Once I woke up at three am and was absolutely convinced that I was going to die my entire head purple the next morning. Not just my hair, my whole head. At the time it made perfect sense. I went back to sleep and did NOT follow through the next morning.
that's SO much better than my 3 am word admirations what the heck
I want your 3 am stories not mine
bc like most of mine are more like…. I hear a noise outside and now I'm convinced that if I look out my window there will be a creepy spooky scary person staring at me
also???? just read the confession thing I wrote at 2 am??? the one where it's like what I would say when I told Jessy???
I have a 3 am scratchpad entry if anyone's interested
it's not actually that bad lol
can I write it on my hand for the real thing
Once I woke up at three AM and saw a shadowy figure that my sleepy brain identified as the slenderman, I was completely petrified for five whole minutes before I realized it was just my art easel
"ok
so fuckin
waffles
that kill people
like how fucked up would that be
I just realized that is called chocking to death on a waffle
oh well"
- A sleep deprived me at 3 am on scratchpad
honestly
that's so much better than mine tho
waffles that kill people
I love waffles
Jessy made me waffles once
well
she made them for Denisse too
we were having a sleepover
and I guess we all helped
but
Jessy made me waffles once
The thought scares me, honestly. I like waffles
I love him???? and anthony ramos too?????
Once I got up really late to use the bathroom and when I got out a disembodied head was floating in front of me.
I kid you not. A. Disembodied. Head.
I froze and nearly had a heart attack before I realized it was just my brother in a black shirt standing in front of a dark doorway waiting for his turn to use the bathroom.
I love him???? and anthony ramos too?????
AND FREAKIN LIN MANUEL MIRANDA, AM I RIGHT??
I used to keep s notebook by my bed bc I was convinced the best ideas came at night
One morning, I look at the paper and I had written,
"Jumping off a rainbow, and dying in a pot of gold"
Once I woke up at three AM and saw a shadowy figure that my sleepy brain identified as the slenderman, I was completely petrified for five whole minutes before I realized it was just my art easel
yeah see I hate being up late
also my ideal room is actually pretty small- I wanna be cozy and not jump at shadows
and windows/blinds closed at night
door shut too
soundproof from everywhere else (but only in one direction…. like I can't hear anything from outside, but ppl can hear me in case something gets in and I scream)
so yeah
I hate being up that late when every noise is terrifying
Once I got up really late to use the bathroom and when I got out a disembodied head was floating in front of me.
I kid you not. A. Disembodied. Head.
I froze and nearly had a heart attack before I realized it was just my brother in a black shirt standing in front of a dark doorway waiting for his turn to use the bathroom.
that's scary??????????????????????????????????????????????
stop????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
I nearly had a heart attack just now???
too spooky scary for me
I don't watch horror movies
life scares me enough
Me when talking about Lin:
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the entire Hamilton OBC
all of them
they're all perfect
