Honestly
I think my problem is she just has no idea how serious and sincere I'm being
she thinks its an act lol
why am I like this lol
If I didn't flirt with everyone and call everyone babe and love and all my other nicknames would this be a problem
or even better question
why am I even bi lol
it would be so much easier to not be
You're bi because you were meant to be. Let the Bi-ness flow through you. Throws finger guns and puns in your general direction
Honestly
I think my problem is she just has no idea how serious and sincere I'm being
she thinks its an act lol
why am I like this lol
If I didn't flirt with everyone and call everyone babe and love and all my other nicknames would this be a problem
or even better question
why am I even bi lol
it would be so much easier to not be
You're bi because you were meant to be. Let the Bi-ness flow through you. Throws finger guns and puns in your general direction
yeah but it's so crappy sometimes
like why can't I just be heteronormative
that would literally take away so many problems
I wouldn't have a gay crush I have to keep from almost of my entire world for one
I wouldn't be having the crises with my faith and identity or whatever
I wouldn't be scared about going to my dream college, where they haven't even recognized the LGBTQ+ club, like… there are unrecognized clubs, and then there's the LGBTQ+ club which can't even meet on campus
I wouldn't be terrified for my mental health
there are just so many things that make it not ideal to be bi for me lol
I know, yesterday my mom told me to "Not think about my sexuality, I'm too young to know anyway" and that I need to "take a chill pill"
Like, mom, if I could just turn it off, don't you think I would've done that already????
LGBTQA+ kids have it so rough! We definitely don't CHOOSE it.
and honestly some days I feel like I've made so much progress towards accepting myself
and then like
I just
don't
and I feel like I lose all the ground I've gained
and it's just absolutely terrible lol
Oof, sorry to start ranting, but that reminds me of an annoying thing my brother did last night.
He was laughing at these guys who crashed an LGBTQA+ meeting or something, by going up and saying things like "I Identify as a computer, beep beep!"
And I just looked at him like "Geez Bro-cifer, those people went there to try and feel safe and comfortable with their identities, and those guys were complete jerks to ruin that."
He of course thought it was hilarious, and said that he wanted to do it to.
Sometimes, he just makes me really mad.
I mean, it's ok to disagree with us, and think we're wrong, but to make fun of us? Act like we're stupid? Verbally attack us? That's not ok.
Like you were saying Kat, it takes so much to try and accept ourselves, and is an ongoing process.
People like him really aren't helping.
that's terrible
I know of an LGBTQA+ youth meeting spot in my city
It's called The LGBT+ Youth Safe Space or something
I kinda wanna go lol
but uh
still can't drive
and I can't bike, it's too far
plus I'd be scared to see ppl I actually know there lol
I follow their fb though
they do lots of fun activities
Sorry to rant, I just wanted to get that off my chest.
that's terrible
I know of an LGBTQA+ youth meeting spot in my city
It's called The LGBT+ Youth Safe Space or something
I kinda wanna go lol
but uh
still can't drive
and I can't bike, it's too far
plus I'd be scared to see ppl I actually know there lol
I follow their fb though
they do lots of fun activities
I wish I could go to one of those, Sighs
It'd be so fun to go together too!
Glares at the fact that I am too young, and my mom would NOT let me go
Oh wait, me and my mom are actually leaving now.
See y'all later!
Good luck with Jessy Kat!
Stay safe, bye!
How did asking Jess go, Kat?
My phone has finally stopped correcting Kat to cat, hallo to hello, and yallo to yell
Yo does anyone want to join a crappy dystopia RP? (I know you don't KAt)
Yo does anyone want to join a crappy dystopia RP? (I know you don't KAt)
lol thanks you know me so well
But I'm not going to be on today much
That's okay!
It's called Yellow Brigade