forum Anxiety sucks ._.

Started September 25, 2018 by Deleted user

tune

I have no words for anxiety. It sucks.

Also fyi: not meaning that as in people in anxiety suck i am saying that having it is a burden ._.

Or something like that idk

I get you. OCD is metal disability and a form of anxiety. So I would understand. If you ever need to vent I'll be here.

Thanks

No problem.

Anxiety takes over your life and tries to strangle you every chance it gets

too true

Yes it does. And unless you have it, you wont understand it. Especially OCD. I want to find others like me, but I'm to nervous to start an OCD help thread.

yea. It's not an easy thing to deal with.

Do you specifically have OCD?

I do not.

But I have 2 friends who do.

Well 1 actually.

The other. Well. Died.

Well, you get the same feelings for the most part. And either way it sucks. I'm sorry that we all have to deal with this.

But I have 2 friends who do.

Well 1 actually.

Can they write?

Kinda? I don't know, I've never seen them write before.

Oh. I can't write or look at written letters with similar handwriting because the imperfect letters causes me to panic.

It is counted as a mental disability.

Oh dang.
that sucks.

I fucking hate anxiety so much.
Like yes it is good in small doses.
But not like this lmao.

Not when you're diagnosed with a disorder for it and not when just talking to classmates cause you to stutter and slur your words even though you don't have a speech impediment. And I'm a senior. A SENIOR.

You can tell how much I really hate my anxiety lmao.

Yea I can tell.

Everyone asks me why I won't write. People just take things like writing for granted all the time. In other places I'm asked to write and it's hard to explain. Everyone thinks I'm weak when I panic over something so small, yet it clouds my whole world for a while. I have hurt myself and other during a panic. Bottom line that I just can't get my brain to understand: there is no such thing as perfect. Sorry about this I just need to vent.

I'm here for other to rant to though. And I've been seeing a therapist so I can give some advice if you guys need it.

I fucking hate anxiety so much.
Like yes it is good in small doses.
But not like this lmao.

Not when you're diagnosed with a disorder for it and not when just talking to classmates cause you to stutter and slur your words even though you don't have a speech impediment. And I'm a senior. A SENIOR.

You can tell how much I really hate my anxiety lmao.

I'm sorry about that. It is hard when people take things like talking for granted or judge you for something like that. I promise I won't ever judge. You can always vent to me.

I'm here for other to rant to though. And I've been seeing a therapist so I can give some advice if you guys need it.

I see a therapist too, but she doesn't have OCD. She has done nothing to help me. She just doesn't understand.

Yeah. Some therapists just don't help at all. I just managed to get lucky with mine. There should be sites or chat rooms with others where you can talk about things like this. I can't remember the site's name at the moment but there you can find others like you who do have OCD and can offer help and advice that would actually work.

I would and there are many people an this site who know about these struggles. I'm just nervous about making a thread so everyone who happens to be on while it is on the first page will see.