forum Random RP (Closed, Private, and I don't know)

Started January 13, 2020 by @heeey-bitchhhhhhhhhhh

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Itsumi tried to ignore the look of revenge in Imada's eyes. "Do you hate me for liking Katsuki..? Be honest…!" Itsumi says.

"I don't hate you!! Jeez…" Imada said. Quite the opposite, honestly… she added in thought before continuing. "I mean, you do you. I'm not that judgemental"

"I'll let you be…!" Itsumi says, not knowing how to continue the conversation, so she darted down the hallway, and out of the school. She stopped by the main gate to catch her breath, she wasn't in good condition to be running, or, well, moving in that matter.

Imada sighs. She's never going to love me… She's probably straight anyway… Why do I even try…? Why do I love her so much…? Why do I want to be with her so badly…? Is there a way to change someone's sexualtiy? There has to be, and I'll figure it out! It's not over yet! Katsuki's still an issue but he'll go down, too! She follows Itsumi.

Itsumi looked at Imada, she sighed. "Imada… I know something's up, but I also know that you will not tell me, that's just how you are. I literally know this…. because I grew up with you for cot sake…" Itsumi says, messing with her bandages, trying not to pull them off.

"Nothing's up in terms of me hating you for a crush. If I were to hate anyone in the scenario it would be your crush… I'm just gonna say it right now and then let you think about what I just said… I… I really like you… Itsumi… I-I always have… I-I just never told you…" Imada said, her face turning red as she confessed, slightly ready for rejection.

(You can still date Katsuki, if you're wondering.)

"Oh Imada…. I….. I don't want to break your heart…. honest…." She paused as she ripped off her bandaging and was about to run off. "Just hate me…. not Katsuki! I'd rater be hated by my closest friend… than her hating someone I have a crush on… have… feelings towards…. what I'm trying to say… is that I'm a horrible person for breaking your heart, Imada Mase!" Itsumi says as her scars begin to bleed, she runs away once again, wanting to escape the world.

Imada surprisingly handled the rejection well, as she was prepared to face it, and she ran after Itsumi and caught up to her, hugging her. "Hey… love yourself… There's no reason to hate yourself… You can't control your preferences nor can I… They're what make us who we are, and you should love yourself for that… Whoever tries to judge you for that doesn't matter… I only dislike Katsuki because I love you, but I have nothing against you or him in the end of it… Just a love of a certain someone… Just don't hate yourself…"

Dakota had slipped into her room and put her earbuds in blaring Silent Scream on loop, light tears feeling like acid burning down her cheeks and neck

Itsumi hugged Imada back. "Imada, I hope we can talk later, but I feel like Dakota needs someone right now, don't ask me how, or why I've came to this conclusion, but… it's a gut feeling.." Itsumi says as she goes over to Dakota's house, and slips into her yard, going over to her window, and knocking on it slightly.

I'd help her, but I'm not good at helping anyone… They ignore me anyway… I mean, it happens every single time… Imada thought as she decided to head back to her house, wishing she could help somehow but knowing that she couldn't. She ended up grabbing her sketchbook and sketching up something random.

Dakota looked up at her window but not seeing through her curtains which were shut then croaked out "Who is it?" her eyes puffy and bloodshot from her tears. She had curled under her blanket but this made her take it off and sit up

"It's Itsumi. Dakota, are you okay..?" Itsumi says.

hiro went to the lunch room. buying a sandwitch. " thank you ma'am."

(I'm just gonna connect plots with Hiro. I need to at least be able to reply to things.)

Imada had decided to talk to Hiro about this since it was definitely better than working on the crazy stuff she was drawing and kind of planning. "Hey, Hiro."

hiro jumped out of her skin. "h…hey i..imada. dont scare me like that."

"Oh, sorry… I need to talk to you… So, Itsumi rejected me… Figures, honestly… A-Anyways, I don't hate her, but I only hate Katsuki more, and um, see my sketchbook…" Imada said, grabbing her sketchbook.

Dakota unlocked then window then walks back to her bed and mutters "When is anybody okay?"

"you shouldn't hate somebody." she said

"He's probably the reason she doesn't like me back… While I was prepared for rejection, I still hate this…" Imada said.

hiro looked down. looking at a hologram of dakota.

Itsumi slipped through Dakota's window as she opened it. She simply replied to Dakota's statement with, "Can relate, how bout we help each other, no?" She says as she walks over to Dakota and sits on the floor, giving her some space.

"I just need someone to talk to before I do something…" Imada said.

"just talk, i'll listen."

Imada described her problems and how much she hated Katsuki.