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Started October 03, 2022 by @heeey-bitchhhhhhhhhhh

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“ how am I gay if I'm with you?” he asked sharply

"Oh, please, we both know that you're only dating me so your homophobic parents don't find out that you'd rather be fucking a guy right now…!"

"Stop it!" Gonta requested, raising his voice a bit as he spoke. "Stop fighting…!"

Kokichi flinched, not wanting to confront his problems “ fucking bitch!” he growled, kokichi hopped away, using his crutches quickly

Gonta sighed softly as he went after Kokichi. He was worried about him after what he had just witnessed. "Kokichi…?" he asked softly. "Are you okay…?"

“I'm fine.” he lied, his tone matching his angry temper

"What happened…?" Gonta asked him softly. "You sound…mad…"

“She's cheating on me and using it against me

"Um…Gonta doesn't…exactly understand…" he sighed softly. "Sorry…! You're not mad at Gonta, right…?"

“ no I'm not..”

Gonta nodded and sighed in relief, but he remained concerned. "Well, Gonta wants to help you… How does he do that…?"

“Gonta can't.. I'm sorry. This isn't physical pain..”

"But…there has to be a way…!" Gonta responded. "A true gentleman would never give up on helping their friends…!"

Kokichi looked up, tears streaming down his cheeks, “ a true gentleman knows when to stop helping something that can't be helped “

Gonta didn't say anything in response to the comment as he felt tears forming in his eyes. He just turned away from Kokichi. "Gonta is so sorry…!" he murmured before he bolted away. "Gonta is so sorry for failing you…!"

Kokochi felt his heart break, making him sob worse.

Rantaro approached Kokichi after a moment. He had no idea what he was doing there, standing outside of his favorite restaurant alone, but he was worried. Being Kokichi's best friend, he knew that something was wrong, and he had to do something.

"Hey, what happened?" he asked softly. "Why are you so upset?"

“ because I'm a horrible person, anything else?”

Rantaro shook his head at the other's comment. He didn't understand why he was calling himself a bad person, as it didn't make any sense. Nothing implied that he had done anything wrong, although no one else was around, so if there was a fight, then the other person would have left Kokichi alone. He just hoped that the other was okay.

"Why are you saying that about yourself?" he asked. "What happened?"

“I pushed gonta away, I made him angry.. “

Rantaro titled his head in confusion. It didn't make sense that he could have made someone like Gonta angry. He was one of the calmest and most accepting people in the school, and the explanation didn't make sense. Gonta was always trying to be close to people, so it would've been incredibly difficult to push him away.

"What did you do to push him away and upset him?" he asked softly. "What happened between you two?"

“Just go ask him.. Leave me alone..”

Rantaro shook his head. "Kokichi, I have no idea where he is, and I want you to talk to me," he sighed softly. "What's wrong?"

“I- I'm getting cheated on and nothing seems to go right. “ he paused, whipping his tears “ It's lonely walking down this, road
Fake friends that I didn't have to, know. The same ones that fucked me over and whenever I need them
And I turn around they just turn ghost. I feel I'm at an all-time low
I am depressed and it hurts me to know”
My ex is happy and I can't seem to cope.She's ignoring every text message I wrote. My anxiety is high, my medication is low
I am so stressed and I hate being home. I sit and overthink everything alone. I wish I had somebody to hold, damn”
He took a moment to rephrase his words
“I'm sick and tired of putting up a front, Like I'm happy but really I'm in a slump. I try to stay strong, screaming I don't give a fuck!"

Rantaro had absolutely no words for a moment as he wrapped Kokichi in a tight hug. He hadn't expected a response like that, but he was concerned upon hearing it. The words were genuine, and it hurt him to think that one of his friends could feel that way about himself.

"Well, one, fuck your ex, honestly," he responded. "As for the situation with Gonta, I'm sure that he'll forgive you. He's Gonta, for crying out loud! I don't even think he knows how to stay angry with someone. I still don't know what you said to him to get him to run off, but chances are that it was just a misunderstanding. If you know where he went, I'll text Shu. Then he can help, and then we'll get you two back to each other to work it out."

“Yeah.. “ he said softly, trying to get out of the hug. Kokichi wasn't one for physical touch, even though he was touch starved