I listen to bands other than Cavetown and Twenty one pilots, I swear. The playlist was just set to random, I have 459 songs on the playlist…. I really don't know.
Personality:
Song (1) This is home by Cavetown
Easily over stimulated, Quiet, Get's sick a lot. Feeling like it all up to them to keep everything together, though they don;t know how. Feels like their world is always falling apart. After their failed suicide attempt they shaved off their whole head, though missing some places in the back, they hadn't warned anyone or said anything about it.
Relationship with family:
Song (2) Pigeon by Cavetown
They used to live with someone they could tell everything to and connected with, that someone past a long time ago, they wish they could go back. though they know it's impossible. they just try to keep together the bit of family that't left. they often get left home to make sure the younger of the family don't get hurt or run off. no one in the family really knows what they went through, well, except the one who died.
Relationship with friends:
Song (3) Congratulations you survived your suicide by Sycamore Smith
They never had friends growing up, they still don't. though when they were about to take their own life a voice spoke to them not so softly. telling them how they couldn't do it. tell them what a good job they did being unable to accomplish the goal, so instead they should just take a break and calm down. after that they grew some kind of bond with the voice in their head, though, slowly the voice became more. in the dark they could almost see the that voice, but it wasn't just a voice, it was a whole someone. Body and all. They started spending so much time "alone" in the dark. Drifting away from the bright, fast noisy world outside. for a long time, once others in the house, er family started to notice. they were taken to therapy.
Alignment:
Song (4) Trees by Twenty one pilots
true Neutral who feels obligated to be a neutral good. They sink further into their own world. wanting to know who the voice is. wanting to feel known.
Outlook on life:
Song (5) Smithereens by Twenty one pilots
Their role in life is to keep the family together, they feel they have to help the ones "close" to them , they stand in corners watching, making sure every member of the family is okay.. on the outside at least. they'd kill for the family, if they had to.
Physical description:
Song (6) Petrify by Cavetown
Pastels. Soft clothes. nothing that would hurt their fragile eyes. they always have an extra set of clothing just in case. they hate the rain, once your wet from rain you won't dry, they hate getting dirty too, sticky or muddy clothes hurt to wear.
Motivation:
Song (7) Holding on to you by Twenty one pilots
They just want to stay in their world, with their friend. they don;t want to join the world built far to fast for them, they just want to feel nothing at all, they just want their head to stop hurting. They just want to stay exactly the same forever.