aight
take two
ya boi is at it again with the fuckening
so i dont know if you remember me, but a while back i made a character for someone else on here, you were in that chat and i named him vaxen
anyways he needs a friend so i made this boi you're about to see
i think i went a little overboard again-
name: cyan meros
nicknames: ro, sigh, Syro
pronunciation: /ˈsī-ˌan, -ən/
gender/pronouns: he/him
age: 21
height: 6'0
weight: 145 lbs
appearance: cyan has tired dark chocolate brown eyes, quite the opposite of his name, in fact, it would seem that the name would fit his friend vaxen better. cyan has straight sugar brown hair, it always looks dull even after he washes it, but it's just the weird nature of his hair. cyan's hair is cut into a mullet hawk, but not quite. it looks a little like this (he styles it like something straight out of the 90's): (https://i.pinimg.com/564x/0c/c1/72/0cc172fa640cdeb5b5bfa62f18de9af4.jpg)
something about cyan is that he has long eyelashes and a natural rosy tint to his lips- it's because his lips are constantly chapped and they bleed a lot. he's also got a faint beauty mark in the corner of his right eye. cyan is a little tan, he has smooth sun kissed skin and leans to be more of a ectomorph body type, not much muscle. much like his friend vex, he has piercings. his go to jewelry is a cuffed chain earring on his right ear and regular chain drop on the other with double helix piercings.
clothes: (https://www.pinterest.com/pin/345158758940964349/) (https://www.pinterest.com/pin/345158758943575025/) (https://www.pinterest.com/pin/345158758943249845/)
personality: cyan is naturally a very sweet person, some might even say that he's naive but that's only because they don't know him that well. the way that cyan carries himself makes everyone underestimate what he's really capable of. he's a caring person and on occasion will help those in need (if he's willing to spend the time and effort for it). he loves his friend vaxen a lot to the point where he would kill himself trying to protect him, but dont let this side of him deceive you, because if he had to he would back stab you without thinking twice about it. even though cyan seems like a soft and innocent person, having kind eyes at first glance, he would most likely be classified as a top tier villain. he has a small sadistic part to him that thirsts for blood and screams but keeps it under wraps when he's around his family and other loved ones. if the people he loved the most found out the things he's done in cold blood, he would lose all his composure and wouldn't know how to act- he'd most likely fall apart. because of this conscious fear of his he faked his death and moved far away from everyone.
vaxen was always the one bringing out different emotions from cyan that he didn't even know he was capable of showing, you could say he was a good influence on cyan, but now without him, he's slowed down to a more relaxed and stable personality. he seems mostly tired all the time now. cyan doesn't act the villain part by acting insane when he kills someone- thats the most chilling part of it. he doesn't even flinch and can go back to normal in seconds like he didn't just blow someone's head off . he's very indifferent. despite this, he does carry a lot of regrets within himself, the biggest one being what he has become and what he's had to do to keep it.
hobbies:
letter writing of course! it was something he used to do often when he went away for long periods of time. he used the letters to keep in touch with his friends, especially vaxen. it may seem as if though cyan was obsessed with him, but it's only because he took a liking to him, more than he should have. he no longer does this and got rid of all of the letters he kept throughout the years. he's trying hard to forget and move on but the guilt is eating him from the inside out.
origami. he took up the hobby when his mother passed away due to an unfortunate accident. she left behind all of her paper creations and unfinished projects, so cyan decided to take it upon himself to learn the art and gift them to kids and random people on the streets in hopes to make the world a little brighter in the darkness. he'll take hours doing intricate origami projects. it relaxes him.
volunteering. he does this a lot in hopes to get the heavy sensation on his heart to disappear. he thinks that if he does enough good deeds it will outweigh his negative ones, but that's just not how things work.
traveling. the only reason he moves to different places a lot is because he feels like something is chasing him (prolly his sins LMAO). he feels that if he stays too long in one place someone he knows will eventually find him, he's very paranoid in that sense.
complex puzzle solving. pretty self explanatory. cyan technically has the mind of a genius even though he doesn't put it to use often. sometimes he needs something more to stimulate his brain and puzzling solving really gets him riled up.
Habits: picks at his lips when nervous, cracks knuckles when bored, scratches the back of his hand, presses his hands against his cheeks because they are always very cold and he likes feeling the warmth of his face on his hands, messes with his earrings (the chain part), spaces out often, sticks his tongue out, angry face and all, when he has no more good comebacks to throw out.
Ability: mastermind. he has the capability of manipulating the perceptions of others through indirect, deceptive, or underhanded tactics for his convenience. in other words, he can skillfully control events, situations, or people in a unscrupulous way. cyan doesn't have full control of this ability so sometimes he'll do something without thinking about it and often times, more than not, he regrets it. this ability of his tends to take over a lot, sometimes fogging up his memory to the point where he can't remember certain things that happened. when he snaps out of it, the deed has already been done and there's no going back. this type of ability is the type that does irreversible damage, you have to think twice about using it, something cyan doesn't do, that's what makes him dangerous.
Song: mastermind by mindless self indulgence
Other: idk man, go wild, add more stuff to him
