Chapter One: Look on the Bright Side

Gwen’s vision blurred in and out, the room obscured in a gray haze. She closed her eyes, trying to ignore the pounding against her fragile skull. The blur diminished as she reopened her eyes. She didn't know where she was. How did she get here? Fixing her gaze on the cream ceiling, she disassociated from her current reality. Her mind couldn’t comprehend what may have transpired. Was she in a hospital? It couldn’t be. Any attempts to pry the answer from her subconscious led to a firm, sharp no. Last night... last night—what the hell happened? Peeking her head up, Gwen peered around. She lay on a twin-size bed with thin blue sheets and a gray blanket folded at the foot of the bed. The edge of her vision blurred into a light gray but faded out.  


Silence engulfed her, static cracking and chirping in her ears. The overhead lights dulled the room's pleasant colors. The room’s chill made goosebumps appear. So did the inkling of being watched. As her eyes adjusted to the weak light, she noticed the rough oak floors. It seemed as if decades of shoes had trampled over the boards. The walls were made of cream-colored boards, similar color to the ceiling. There were beds on either side of the room. On the west side of the room, a large cherry wood cabinet stood. There were doors strewn about the room. Gwen laid back down, her head resting on the soft pillow. Her heart pounded against her head. Her head spun round and round, making her dizzy. 


Out of the silence, a soft voice remarked. “I see my patient is awake.” The voice had a slight crackle behind it. Gwen snapped back to reality, opening her weary eyes as her quiet moments drifted away. Light footsteps approached, the rattle of a clipboard apparent. She looked at the voice and the small figure at the foot of her bed. The figure placed the clipboard in a holder, and it moved closer to the bed. Getting a glimpse of the person, Gwen noticed he had fine silver hair. He had sweet, round eyes the color of the deep ocean. The man had a striking smile consuming his face. It warmed Gwen. He dressed in a long, white lab coat that seemed slightly oversized. 


“Good morning, Gwendolyn!” A scent of milkweed drifted over to her. It was sweet and warm, almost like a warm plate of cookies. “You were out for a long while.” He placed the back of his hand on her forehead. The medic’s touch was gentle, almost like how a mother might nurture her child. 


“Everything… the night was a blur.” Gwen drew in a small breath. “Am I in the hospital? Where are my parents? How do you know my name?” Many questions swarmed her head, but the medic’s eyes conveyed sadness. He could not answer all her questions… would he?  

“Well-” The medic paused, rubbing his neck out of nervousness. “You are in my infirmary. You were attacked by a Hellhound.” He buzzed around her bed, giving her a small task to perform. “Your name? It was in a book on your person. And my name is Julian, but you call me Jules.”


She tilted her head, confusion assuming her face. “A-a what?”

The corner of his mouth twitched. His eyes posed an unsure look. With a small shake of his head, he spoke. “It’s a type of wolf — you hit your head on the pavement. It led to you gaining a concussion.”


“How many…” Jules cut her off, knowing exactly the question she would ask next.


“Three days. You have been in and out of consciousness for three days. I have been looking after you for those three days.”


Gwen’s anger swelled, and she sat up. “Three days!?” The room spun like a disco ball, light splattering the wall in a scattered pattern. Jules urged her to lie down, but it would do her no good to lie like a sack of potatoes. She diverted her attention away from Jules and focused on a faint click. In the infirmary's doorway stood a tall man, his frightening gaze pointing in her direction. Those eyes were predatory, and they sent shivers up Gwen’s spine. His shirt was fitted against his torso, showing his muscle. He also wore a hefty belt with sharp knives and weapons hanging from it. Like a clumsy puppy, the man strode towards them in lengthy, heavy strides. He stared down at Jules unrelentingly, as if he were going to snap him in half. The strange man began conversing in a low whisper with Jules. He made no hostile advances. 


Gwen could only hear fragments of conversation. Girl. Clairvoyant. Potential target. Train and protect. She could only ponder what they spoke about. However, she didn’t focus on it too much. The strange, tall man brought her a familiarity she couldn’t shake. The aura surrounding him was like the wolf from the attack. His hair was black and thick, like the beast’s shaggy fur. He also had slender, pointed ears similar to the wolf. A terrifying connection sparked in her mind, and she attempted to distance herself from the man. “Stay back, you feral beast!” She screamed, terrified, out of her own mind.


Confused eyes turned towards her. Jules furrowed his brows, bewildered by her sudden outburst. The tall man raised an eyebrow, no hostile emotion emitting from him, but an aura of amusement. Jules stood, rushing over to Gwen’s side in an instant. Her heart thumped against her chest, almost as if it might explode. She didn’t want this weird hellhound creature near her. “GET OUT!” She shrieked, small tears gathering in her eyes.


Jules had reached her bedside, placing a hand on her back. She became bombarded with drowsiness. Her eyelids became heavy, threatening to close. She fought the sleepiness, her eyes fluttering between open and shut. Jules’ voice was like honey, the softness whisking fear away. “There is no need to be afraid.” He whispered. “He’s harmless.” His hand was still pressed to her back, this induced state worsening.


A peculiar white glow came from his hand as he withdrew it, but it quickly vanished like smoke. Gwen’s vision swirled, as if induced with sleeping medication. The tall man watched from where he stood, gazing at her with intense eyes. They unnerved Gwen, reminding her of the night of the attack. The night she witnessed her notebook’s horrors face to face. She stared into the distance, thinking about the assault, until a notion dawned on her. Her notebook! She had lost it in the onslaught. It was deadly important to her. It was her sole means of escape from the outside world. She had found solace in writing about the strange creatures she was forced to live among. And now it was gone. Although, a burst of determination gripped her body. “I have to recover what I lost.” She panicked. 


Jules’ eyes locked with the tall man’s as they exchanged glances. After her frantic outburst, they most likely assumed she was unstable, which was a reasonable assumption. Gwen pushed Jules away as he attempted to grab her arm. She didn’t want him touching her. Not until she found what she lost. The tall man snarled and met her gaze. She stood, her vision blurring, but she pushed Jules out of the way. He was light and simple to knock over. She raced towards the large glass doors leading out into a main room. It was the entrance to the infirmary. However, the tall man grabbed onto her arm, his grip constricting. Gwen yowled in agony as she was whip-lashed because of the new anchor point. Jules caught wind of the tall man’s actions, rushing over to help. “Bane! Let go of her! You could hurt her more than she is!” He scolded Bane. 


Bane rolled his eyes, a groan of annoyance escaping his throat. He loosened his grip on Gwen, and she lounged at the door. His grip tightened, a growl coming from his throat. Bane’s ear twitched. Gwen kept lurching toward the door, trying to escape to find her lost notebook. Soon enough, the glass doors opened. In stepped a man with icy blue eyes. He held the notebook Gwen tried desperately to retrieve. He glared at her. Once her eyes laid on the book, she relaxed, her muscles going limp.


“Calm down.” He hissed. His iciness sent a shiver down her spine. “I’ve got your little notebook right here. It appeared to be important, but it’s unnecessary.” Unnecessary? Why wouldn’t she need it? It contained everything she’s known. Her entire life was in that book. The man continued to glare. He seemed emotionless, almost stoic. His glare did not waver. 


Gwen drew in a deep breath, her nerves firing. This man unnerved her. “I-I apologize.” She croaked. Fear and guilt pooled in her stomach, making a deep, multilayered knot. His tone was unforgiving, almost venomous. It made her wonder what he’d gone through to be so ridged. “I-I shouldn’t have acted so irrationally.” She looked down at the worn oak floors. “That notebook is important to me.” Bane let go of her. His grip left a red mark, and she rubbed her arm. Gwen looked up at the man before Jules led her back to the recovery bed, coaxing her to lie down. Instead, she sat on the edge, staring at the man mindlessly. He shifted, a conflicted look crossing his face. “That’s common when someone loses something dear to them.” His coldness pierced his soul. He now carried a calloused look of sorrow. “It doesn’t matter now.” The man walked towards her, reaching her bed in long strides. “My name is Jax.”


Jax handed the notebook to her. The leather cover was riddled with deep cute, the binding ripping and falling apart. Gwen looked up at Jax. He stood straight and firm, almost like a noble. He seemed to care very little about others, and Gwen thought of herself as a nuisance. Jax’s hair was a loose and scruffy, jet-black mess. He wore a beat-up black leather bomber jacket. He held his head up high, searching his surrounding as if he had an extreme case of paranoia. “Well… my name is Gwen. Nice to meet you, Jax.” She gripped her notebook tight. Jax simply nodded, not moving or recognizing her. She scooted closer to Jules, his aura welcoming and calming, almost like an angel sent to protect her. 


Gwen stared at the notebook. The large slashes in the cover could have been carved into her. She noticed how her fingertips dug into the gashes as she slid them over the cover. Terror caught in her throat. A gentle hand laid on her shoulder, and a fuzzy feeling washed over her. She saw a white glow emitting from his hand. He was using his — ability? Gwen cared little. She only acknowledged it made her feel warm. “You should get some rest. It’s late, and you’re confused.” Jules advised. He was right. She awoke late, and the sun started to set. Her confusion flourished. The world she entered was strange. Gwen didn’t care for it, but it was her new existence. Taking a deep breath, she looked up at Jax. “Did you look through my notebook?” Is this how they knew her name? It was clear this wasn’t a hospital. Her parents wouldn’t know if she was okay.


Jax quirked an eyebrow, staring into Gwen’s eyes with an empty stare. “Yes.” His voice was level. “We looked at your notebook. You are, without a doubt, one of us. Your notebook assisted us in devising a plan for you. Few of us receive a plan and have to make tough decisions. Gwen moved to her feet. It piqued her curiosity about what he spoke of. What did he mean by ‘one of us’? After all, they were all human. Right? “Why did you read my journal? What does ‘one of us’ mean?” Gwen stood still, awaiting whatever bitter answer she might receive.


He stopped, his hand on the handle. With his icy glare, he turned to face her. “Isn’t it enough I returned the notebook to you? It’s not like you’ll need it. Shove in the back of a drawer. Burn it. It’s pointless.” Jax drew in a breath. “What we are will make sense in time. I am exhausted.” He pursed his lips, emotion flickering in his eyes. His jaw quivered. “I’ll have to get used to spending time with you. Goodnight.” Jax opened the door, stepping out into the hall, the door closing behind him. Bane stared at where Jax had stood, crossing his arms. Shrugging, he trekked to the door. He grabbed the handle, holding onto it with a firm grip as if it might slip away. Nodding his head, he muttered a goodnight, leaving the infirmary. Silence filled the air.


Gwen shifted her gaze to her feet. A heaviness filled her chest, making it hard to breathe. Her head spun, her body became light, and she began to float. Or at least she thought she started to float. Jules placed a hand on her shoulder, supporting and bringing her back to reality. She wasn’t floating; she was about to fall. He kept her from falling off of the infirmary bed, lying her down. Gwen whimpered. She was nothing but an annoyance. Jules retrieved her chart off the end of the white bed frame. Pulling a pen from his lab coat, he sat down on a bed next to her. Clicking it, he wrote on her chart. “I apologize for his actions. His state of mind is not the best.” He looked up at her, pausing his writing. “Jax has never trained a person. He will doubt himself and express it. Please be patient with him, Gwen. It is best.” He clicked the pen and placed it in his lab coat pocket before getting to his feet. Jules smiled, placing the chart at the foot of her bed again. “You should rest. Relax your mind. I will be in my office if you need anything.” He sauntered to an open doorway off to her left, disappearing within it.

Gwen stared at the ceiling, wondering why she was in this mess. What had she done to deserve this? She couldn't be anything else than a human. She needed to see the bright side. It could have been worse. The wolf could have snapped her neck. Lying in a warm infirmary wasn’t the worst thing. She might have been in an unusual setting with strange people, but at least she wasn’t dead. That was most important.

***

Hours ticked by, a small clock perched atop the cabinet, keeping time. Gwen had slipped into the land of dreams. Nightmares filled her head. Each successive dream had a detailed scene of the wolf attack. Blood seeped into her vision, a loud whine encompassing the void as a thud ended its suffering. Gwen woke with a jolt, eyes scanning her strange surroundings. She recognized the infirmary. She did not, however, identify the face staring back at her. The person above her placed his hand on her head, pulling it away. This medic had choppy, light brown hair. He had brilliant, wide eyes with chestnut-colored eyes. However, he right was clouded with thick scars around it. The medic was coltish, fluttering around her bedside and checking vitals. She didn’t care to make small talk. It was quiet and eerie. Gwen wanted to go home. She was no longer floating through space, and her head was no longer pounding. Her chest was no longer constricted. She wasn’t supposed to be here. The journal lay on the bed beside her. Shove it into a drawer. The words came back to her. Jax was desperate to dispose of the journal. But why? Nothing made sense anymore. Life had become strange. The sun had set, and the space was now dimly lit. While the nurse checked Gwen's pulse, she closed her eyes. “Isen.” A soft voice called. 

Gwen tilted her head to listen for the voice. Jules reappeared, walking out of his office while stretching. He smiled, moving over to a light switch tucked into a tiny cut within the cream board. “I am going to turn on the lights.” He warned, flicking the switch with a click. A powerful light illuminated the infirmary, stinging Gwen’s eyes. She squeezed them shut. The rough wood flooring squeaked under the faint pressure of the quiet footsteps as they walked over to her bed. Wincing at the scorching sensation in her eyes, she grasped the blue blankets. A tiny, audible started breath broke the quiet air. After feeling a soft hand brush over her forearm, Gwen slowly blinked open her eyes. Jules peered over her, the other medic’s shoulders pulled back and eyes wide. Jules turned to the other medic, pardoning him. He nodded, scampering off and disappearing through a door next to the wooden cabinet. Gwen gazed up at Jules with perplexed eyes, the glare of light catching in his hair. “Come on, Gwendolyn. Allow me to introduce you to your dorm mates.” He held out his hand. Pushing the covers off of herself, Gwen sat up. Grasping Jules' hand, she slipped out of bed, the hiked-up satin pant legs dropping to her ankles. The flooring was uneven and creaked under her feet. There were minute fractures and holes that revealed years of history.

Gwen hobbled along as Jules led her to the double glass doors both Bane and Jax had left through. “Why can’t I go home? My parents will be worried."