I had seen
the scars before, but never so fresh. They had been flat in the photographs and
the mugshots. They had not been captured by the great video with which he had
begun the movement and interested me. In person, I could almost feel the heat
radiating from the reddened, holed flesh; I could almost smell the sulfuric
twang of the volcanic ash that, like the scars, was now cold and lifeless.
Once, they burned. Once, it burned. Once, he burned. But
something about him, a spark in his eyes, told me that his fire was still alight.
I didn’t know, then, that his escape from prison would follow the conclusion of
our sessions.
I reached
out to shake his hand. The right hand, as was the tradition. His charred flesh
found my grip, colder than skin should have been and textured with a likeness
to a fatty champagne ham. From his handcuffs, his left hand hung awkwardly.
As I
withdrew, his hands clasped and pulled closer to himself until the bar in the
center of the table caught his restraints and he could pull no further.
“Dr.
MacClain,” I greeted with a nod, and I folded into the seat across from him. He
returned the nod, leaning forward to push up and straighten his small, round
spectacles. “Describe the island for me.”
“At the
beginning?” Dr. MacClain asked, straightening in his chair as smoothly as a
stretch. He smirked, his unharmed left eye squinting to match the permanent
swell of his sunken right. “Or the end?”
“I want to
know everything.”
“Did you
find my journals?”
“Yes.” It
should have felt wrong to read them, but it was my job to be nosy, to
investigate. It’s what I live for, though somehow, it also kills me slowly. “But
I need to know what happened next. The journals stop on the day you go to the
island.”
Dr.
MacClain dipped his head. "The island. What happened on the island? I lost
a leg and grew a spine.”
I pulled my
trusty old recording device out of my pocket and slid it onto the table. Into
the open slot, I inserted a fresh tape and pressed record. It clicked and
whirred with the familiar hum of a new story to chase, a new adventure to be
had.
“Do I have
your consent to use this recording, your journals, and all other materials at
my disposal to tell your story accurately, fairly, and from your perspective?”
“Yes, Mr.
Chadwick. I, Tobias MacClain, give you my consent to use this dialogue, along
with any of my personal journals and belongings, to document my story
accurately and fairly.”
I lean
forward with my elbows splayed on the table and give him a nod, and an inviting
gesture.
“When
you’re ready."