(lol, thx!) (oh oki den)
Max quickly averted his eyes when Rose finished her part, awkwardly staring at his guitar while blushing furiously. He let his hair hang over his face, hoping it would hide his red face, as he glanced at Brendon through his bleached hair and saw him with a mischevious grin on his face. I swear to god if he does something, I'm going to kill him.
((secretly hopes Brendon does something so Rose and Max can attempt to murder him))
As Rose got back into her place, Pete brushed into her side and smiled at her, giving her a quick thumbs-up. She smiled back, appreciating his compliment to her singing. That was, until Pete jerked his head in Max’s direction and winked at her, more than completely saying that he knew. Less than an hour with all of them and Pete knew how she felt. As Pete jogged back to his place Rose’s face flared red. She focused all her attention on her guitar, shame and embarrassment flaring in her chest.
(btw, srry all my posts are short)
((secretly hopes Brendon does something so Rose and Max can attempt to murder him))
As Rose got back into her place, Pete brushed into her side and smiled at her, giving her a quick thumbs-up. She smiled back, appreciating his compliment to her singing. That was, until Pete jerked his head in Max’s direction and winked at her, more than completely saying that he knew. Less than an hour with all of them and Pete knew how she felt. As Pete jogged back to his place Rose’s face flared red. She focused all her attention on her guitar, shame and embarrassment flaring in her chest.
(lol)
Max was staring intensely at his guitar, his face redder than blood. She hates me, she hates me, she hates me, she hates me, she hates me, she hates me. He kept repeating in his mind.
((Hey hey hey!!! Don’t worry about it!! I’m just used to having to be descriptive for school lol- I honestly don’t care about the length of the post ^^))
Rose ran a hand through her hair, brushing some of her fringe out of her face. Sweat clung to her fingers, and she brushed off her hand on her skirt. Her face was still ruby red, but she just accepted her fate. “Everyone probably just thinks I’m embarrassed from singing or something… Besides, it’s not like he’ll ever like me.. So what’s the point..”
(oh oki den)
Max sighed as he glanced at Brendon, who still had the mischievous grin on his face. That's not a good sign……… He thought, glancing at the crowd and felt anxiety grip at his sides again. They were watching everything he was doing, which is something he hated.
((Hey! I’m really sorry it took me so long to get back with you.. My grandma passed away this weekend, so I’ve just been in a really rough place. I’m trying to get back into my regular routine though ^^))
Glancing in Brendon’s direction, Rose noticed the fact that he was mischievously grinning. Despite only knowing him for about an hour at this point, she still felt like this wasn’t the best sign. Concern starting to brew in her thoughts, she turned the oppisite direction, back to face the crowd. She let her eyes close and just lost herself in the song, lightly bobbing her head from side to side with the beat.
(It's fine, u don't need to apologize! and Ik a lot of ppl say this but I'm really, really, sorry for your loss.)
Max took a deep breath and faced the crowd. He would have to get over his fear if he was going to work with Brendon and be a part of Panic! At The Disco. He shut his eyes and hummed along to the beat, occasionally tapping his foot.
((Thanks Fam ^^ I really really appreciate it. And thank you again, you’re honestly just too nice))
Opening her eyes, Rose looked out at the crowd. She couldn’t help smiling to herself, thinking how not that long ago she was one of them, just simply a fan. All traces of her anxiety was gone, and she might even say she started to enjoy it. Bracing her legs for dramatic effect, she started to play the song in a different octave, remixing the sound. She smiled again to herself, kind of proud to be up on that stage.
(Anytime! and I'm not nice, if u ask some ppl in my school they'll probably tell you I'm mean)
Max glanced at Rose when she played the song in different octave and a small smile appeared on his face. She looked so happy and excited.
((That’s nonsense!! You seem to be a great person!!))
After ending her unasked for guitar solo, she took a small step back. A quiet nervous laugh choked in the back of her throat as she wondered where that sudden burst of bravery came from. As the song shifted, she recognized that the concert was coming to a close. A small pang of sadness echoed in her chest. This was so far the most fun she had ever had. Of course, she’d have the next cities concert to look forward to, but this was her first time being on stage. It was special.
(but it's tru……….)
Max glanced at Rose and smiled slightly at her. As the song shifted, he finally realized the concert was coming close to an end and he sighed in relief. Even though he knew there were more, he was happy the concert was almost over.
((I seriously doubt that ^^))
Looking up and catching Max’s smile, she smiled back, and blushed. She quickly dropped her glance back to the floor, letting her hair cover her face, hoping to god he wouldn’t notice. “Seriously!! Get a grip!! You are worse than girls in young adult novels!!” She smirked a little in Max’s direction, due to her train of thoughts. She couldn’t help it.
(I'm being serious)
The smile on his face became a bit bigger when she smiled back. SHE SMILED BACK, HAS GOD FINALLY ANSWERED MY PRAYERS? EVEN THOUGH I'M AN ATHIEST? He thought.
((Ahhh stop being so mean to yourself!!)) ((And omg Max is me… In my third hour I sit next to my crush and that is literally my daily thoughts xD))
Her blush deepened a shade. “Did he just smile back at me?? This whole thing can’t be on purpose.. Can it?” She forced herself to turn away, so it didn’t seem like she was actively seeking out attention. The last song started. What felt like a huge weight was lifted off her chest, knowing it was almost over.
(but…………………..) (And that's cool! I've never had a crush)
Max glanced at her and saw her blushing deeply. Why is she blushing…..? He quickly looked away when he thought Rose looked at him.
((Omg really!? I mean- I’m low key jealous of you now. I’ve been turned down by both of my crushes in the past.. I mean I don’t blame them, cause I’m an ugly nerd, but it’d be nice to never have to go through the pain!! Lol I’ve actually been trying to work up the courage to tell him how I feel, but I doubt I’ll go through with it :/. Lol whatever xD))
During a short pause in the song, Rose managed to swipe part of her fringe out of her face, then get back to playing her part. She couldn’t help glancing back at Max. Before he could notice her look, she forced her attention onto Brendon, who was standing at the end of the stage. She couldn’t help the jealousy that she felt when he hit the extremely high notes. Considering her vocal range was pretty much an alto, she could never dream of singing that high. She didn’t notice it, but her eyes glossed over in wonder as the song started to wind down. Despite all the anxiety throughout the show, she understood this was the place she wanted to be, preforming in front of others.
(But I've always wanted to have crush. I mean, everyone always kept talking about it and stuff and I want to know what that feels like. Btw, I don't think you're an ugly nerd, if anything, that's probably me)
Max quietly played the guitar for the song, a small smile on his face the whole time.
((I understand where you’re coming from with that. And thank you, but I really am not attractive. Here- here’s a picture I posted on my deviantart, it proves my point https://www.deviantart.com/lyraphandomtrash/art/OOF-I-look-so-awkward-767657236. I guarantee you’re a lot prettier than you think. And even if you aren’t attractive physically, you have a beautiful personality from the time I’ve known you on this website ^^ ))
Before it could even occur to her, the song ended. The concert was over. The deafening roar of the crowd yanked her back into reality. She couldn’t help the huge smile lighting up her face. In the grand scheme of it, she did very little to affect the concert, but the praise felt nice all the same. Part of her wanted to bow, but she honestly wasn’t sure how to behave. She quickly looked at the others on stage, trying to figure out what to do with herself.
(AUSRBJFH ISTEUDJFKNBGKIUVLKRJSHVBGDILUSGKTJDCFVBULIUKJVHNBGIUJKBNGIFVJKB, YOU'RE SO FUCKING PRETTYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY, WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY)
(and aww, thx! I also think you're a great person)
Max internally sighed in relief when he realized the concert was over. In the big scene, he was barely nothing but he couldn't help smiling slightly as he watched the crowd. He wanted to be dramatic and funny so he bowed deeply with a small smile on his face.
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