Nym frowns still looking down at her lap "I'm sorry I do want you to stay, but it seems like this won't leave you alone. I do value us, and a lot. I want to start a life with you, but if you're carrying this around I'm afraid it will leak into our relationship. I want you and nothing less."
John sits up and looks at nym then he grabs her hands and holds them in his "I will drop this if that is what you want….I know that I might carry this around and I admit that I have for a long time and I am sorry for that. It is hard to let go of something that has haunted you for sometime. But I promise you Nym that if what you want is this" John gestures to him and the room "Then I will make it happen love. I will promise to work hard and make you and megan happy." John smiles then brings nyms hands up and places a kiss on both of them "I want you too love"
"But what about your people? The one's who have been around a lot longer than I have, in general and in your life." Nym says shielding the sadness in her voice as a tear lightly falls down her cheek "I want you, and this," gestures to the room and John "but what's my sacrifice?"
"My people banished me and the only other person there for me is Snow….And it would not be like I was abandoning them completely if I decide not to return " John reaches up and brushes a tear from her cheek "What do you mean your sacrifice? Nym, you don't need to sacrifice on this problem love."
"If Snow is the only one, then call him here. I don't know what I'm saying, I mean that is…was your home." Nym shakes her head lightly as if trying to put pieces of her brain back in place
(Sandra I'm ready for you on our roleplay.)
John laughs softly then stops and murmurs gently "Nym, Snow is a she and I know it was my home…but here on earth is my new home. I want to start over here and be free! And to remedy the situation back home I would make Snow my replacement….she is a better leader then I and the others trust in her." john reaches out and pulls nym close no longer wanting her far from him
Nym blushes and tears stream a bit faster "I'm sorry!" She cries into his chest feeling more tired than earlier
John wraps his arms around her tighter then closes his eyes and whispers softly "Nym, it is okay love….how about you get some sleep my love. Unless you want to talk more"
Nym mumbles something, then slowly drifts to sleep
John slowly lays back and covers them both with the blanket. John then closes his eyes and starts to fall asleep feeling content to be with nym and silently hoping that their conversation resolved some things
After about an hour Nym slowly wakes up and rubs her face, then scratches her head. She notices she's still in John's arms and smiles a bit and nuzzles into him, then sighs
As John sleeps he snores slightly then frowns in his sleep and mumbles incoherently as he does so he tightens his arms around nym
Nym giggled quietly and whispered "Sleepy baby." She extends her neck up and places a kiss below his jaw "It's okay, I'm here."
John shivered in his sleep when nym kissed under his jaw then he relaxed and slept more soundly his arm loosened around nym
(So sorry, I got caught up in work)
Nym smiles and thinks 'So handsome, I love you so much John.'
(Nah its fine )
John yawns in his sleep then wakes up slightly and places a kiss on nym forehead and murmurs sleepily "Nym…I love you" John yawns again and closes his eyes as he fell back asleep
Nym giggled at John and his groggy self. She wiggled her way out of his hold and moved to sit cross-legged on the floor by the bed. When on the floor she closed her eyes and took four deep breaths, after her breaths she slipped into a state of meditation almost. Nym wasn't she if she was going to cast a spell on someone or if she was just trying to control her own emotion. She sighed, then opened her eyes, got back on the bed, and stared at the ceiling
After an hour or more of sleeping Johns breathing started to get faster then he shot up and swung his legs over the side of the bed his eyes closed as he tried to control his breathing then he mutters softly "Urgh….Nightmares…."
Nym sat up quickly when John did "Hey baby, it's okay." Nym moves behind John and hesitantly wraps her arms around his shoulders "Wanna talk about it?"
John opens his eyes his breathing now under control and smiles glad to of had someone like nym to love and have love him back. He then turns his head to the side and murmurs softly "Thank you….maybe someday I will tell you love. Just give it time" John pauses then talks a minute more "It was about my ex-fiance and when I was captured and tortured. But I am glad those dreams have been happening less and less nym" John turns around in nyms embrace and faces her "You help me sleep better love"
"Oh, alright I understand." Nym blushes bright red "Oh, I-I'm glad to be of some service." She chuckles nervously
John smiles then leans in and rests his forehead against hers and laughs softly "Are you bored love? Or do you want to find something to pass the time?
Nym nods "Yes, please."
John ponders a moment then his eyes light up in excitement "Would you like to see my collection!? I have got a few new inventions from a few scientist over the past couple days"