Happy vent: Even though I’ve only been conducting for two days, I feel super comfortable with one of the songs she gave us to audition with (albeit it’s Star Spangled Banner, which I’ve been playing since Middle school), and I’m getting slowly aqcuainted with the second with the helpful hand of a metronome, and I’m actually super confident I might have a chance to get this position. I also really enjoy conducting, and even if I don’t get the position of leadership, I know there’ll be other chances for me to conduct as a field assistant.
Though, that’s an excuse for later. Right now, it’s I will get that position. There’s also the helpful tidbit knowing that most of the sophomores in my year either 1) Don’t care 2) Are discouraged from doing it due to the virus or 3) going to a tech school. The third reason is like, the biggest one for me, for someone I thought who wanted it (he’s the brother of the current senior drum major) is going to the tech school. So yes.
I’m gonna be annoying about it until the day I die, I’m sorry. Except I’m not. Deal with it.
I’m at my cousins house and we’re gonna go swimming tonight and make brownies and to with vanilla ice cream which is very delicious! Kinda like old times too
Also my cousins really do make me kinda nervous cuz they judged me for everything and anything when I was younger lmaoo
(they still kinda do but I’m learning to Not Care)
also we might not go swimming cuz rain
It’s alright tho
Also yesterday, I kinda felt good about myself and I just wanna take a moment to appreciate that for me.
Also I love my girlfriend. She’s so fucking awesome
Yes emi! All the band kids who made fun of you can suck it when you get the position :D
On another note… EVERYONE GO TO GOOGLE AND SEARCH “ARE TOM AND JERRY BEST FRIENDS” RIGHT NOW
why am i such a pig
this is the most horrifyingly overbudget i’ve been since i started
i already gained weight recently that’ll take weeks to lose and now this?
i don’t want to have to look at myself
this is disgusting…
Shut up. Weight matters, but only to a certain extent. What you are feeling isn't healthy. I'm sure you're pretty fine. Have you considered that you don't have the right genetics to be some kind of "right" that's hard for you. Honestly I don't know much so please enlighten. Is this a legitimate health thing at all? Bc if it's not, it's society's standards. And we all know those are straight up bullshit.
Good luck and Godspeed, Nutella. I'll send prayers.
I've made an important discovery
I look infinitely more attractive in panoramic pictures in which I'm friend-shuffling around
I must have the pics.
My sister has them but I'll get them from her
My brother is bitching because I got a small TV and air conditioner as part of my birthday gifts because I've been watching stuff with my boyfriend to stay connected and my room is 1) the hottest room in the house and 2) circulates air very poorly. He has also never asked for either of these things
And he's getting mad that my parents didn't get him a graduation gift despite the fact that they didn't get my sister one either and my grandma got him like a thousand dollar music thing
My grandma is the one who handles graduation gifts because she likes spending money on us
I understand why he's frustrated, but when my parents offer to get him one too since he's whiny about it he's like "Well I'm leaving in 2 months anyways so it isn't even worth it umu you should have gotten them for me years ago"
I've made an important discovery
I look infinitely more attractive in panoramic pictures in which I'm friend-shuffling around
I must have the pics.
My sister has them but I'll get them from her
This is the best one and the only one that doesn't have anyone else in it
applause
A true queen of beauty.
applause
A true queen of beauty.
This is the recognition I deserve, thank you
the disconnected arm and leg has me ROLLING
FUCK MY LIFE I MAY HAVE JUST ACCIDENTALLY RESET MY TABLET AND IT WILL BE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FUCKING ANNOYING TO GET IT SET UP AGAIN SO SCREAMS
I'm making basic layouts of the comic pages and I think it's going well
Honestly I don't know much so please enlighten. Is this a legitimate health thing at all?
Well…
It was.
I’m technically healthy now, but not by too much
I was mainly just sick of looking at myself, sure maybe my weight isn’t super excessive but my diet of basically entire blocks of plain cream cheese and half a bag of doritos each meal is not healthy and needs to hecking stop before my weight gets that excessive
