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Started November 14, 2019 by Deleted user

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Now you all may be wondering why I am awake at 2:00 am when I have an AP test tomorrow, well you see… that is a good question. The answer: I have no self control and the book was calling my name

Everyone should watch Sea Wall because nobody acts like andrew (Our Supreme Lord and Overseer) Scott

I did end up accidentally waking up around 5:30 but then I went back to bed. Now it's time for frosted mini wheats

I went to bed at like 1 this morning
help

This is extremely unimportant and completely unrelated but Jyn I’m just gonna inform you that in my dream last night we tried to have a roast battle with entirely Star Wars quotes but I only know “Luke, I am your father” and the sand one so I just kept calling you sand

That is all

I slept for nearly 10 hours, and yet I'm still tired
what the hell

I slept for nearly 10 hours, and yet I'm still tired
what the hell

Sometimes when you sleep for too long you're still tired because you just want to continue sleeping.

Sooooooooo…..
Today my history assignment is the holocaust.
I will be back at some point.
I don't know what emotional state i will be in.
Probably tears.
Also the stuff about 15-20 pages back hit hard.

I am so done with school
But I don't wanna finish school because if I do, then I'll have to give them my chromebook and I won't be able to talk to y'all all summer

what stuff…?

So, update on my brain last night:
It was a really weird feeling that ended with me having a panic attack, sobbing, and eventually falling asleep where I had a PTSD nightmare. I was my dad, he was in highschool, and his ex-girlfriend named Stacy who died in a car accident that year was there. There was a snap and suddenly things were happening that are much too terrible to put here.

But that's PTSD for you.

I slept for nearly 10 hours, and yet I'm still tired
what the hell

Sometimes when you sleep for too long you're still tired because you just want to continue sleeping.

I'm aware. That's irrelevant.

People my age should be getting 8-10 hours of sleep per night. I essentially had the best-case scenario for sleeping, and yet I still woke up tired.

Do you get it now?

People = always tired
Life = bad
Sleep = irrelevant

School = The Worst

S-even
c-ruel
h-ours
o-f
o-ur
l-ife

SO. For those who remember my despair last night over Chemistry, I just finished the final and have sent it in

I am…worried, but kinda hopeful? Either way the class is over and i don't have to deal with it again. I don't know what my final grade is yet. But thank you for all the help and kind words last night, everyone

Hours
Of
My
Existence
Wasted
On
Random
Knowledge

SO. For those who remember my despair last night over Chemistry, I just finished the final and have sent it in

I am…worried, but kinda hopeful? Either way the class is over and i don't have to deal with it again. I don't know what my final grade is yet. But thank you for all the help and kind words last night, everyone

That’s amazing, Ice. Hope is always good. I myself hope that you get a good score, and that we managed to help at least a little.

Can I just mention that I am ashamed of my country's history.
Canada has a really fucked up past.
(For context, I'm working through a lesson on the holocaust, and reading about the fact that the president at the time bought up land around his house SPECIFICALLY so people he didnt like couldnt live near him disgusts me.)

S-even
c-ruel
h-ours
o-f
o-ur
l-ife

Wow so original I'm very impressed

SO. For those who remember my despair last night over Chemistry, I just finished the final and have sent it in

I am…worried, but kinda hopeful? Either way the class is over and i don't have to deal with it again. I don't know what my final grade is yet. But thank you for all the help and kind words last night, everyone

That’s amazing, Ice. Hope is always good. I myself hope that you get a good score, and that we managed to help at least a little.

:D yup! Thank you so much again

Can I just mention that I am ashamed of my country's history.
Canada has a really fucked up past.
(For context, I'm working through a lesson on the holocaust, and reading about the fact that the president at the time bought up land around his house SPECIFICALLY so people he didnt like couldnt live near him disgusts me.)

That's the part about the Holocaust that you have a problem with?

No I have plenty of problems with it, like the fact that it ever happened, and the fact that Canada refused to help about 796000 people, 98 of which were Jewish orphans.
The whole thing makes me feel sick.

I missed out- You're talking about the holocaust right?

uhh yeah if you read back up like, two posts you’ll find out